Virgo Sun Pisces Moon

When the missing you

Is going beyond

Any hormones, delusional, fantastical,

Fictional

Imagination

Manifestation —

And yet, with certainty —

I know what I know.

I know what we promised.

So I wait.

And I wait.

And I scroll and I see you,

In your costumes,

From far, far away.

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I can see but I can’t touch.

You can read but you can’t respond.

And it’s happening both ways.

I know.

I know you’re following

My socials too — click, click,

Click.

I just post random shit even

My coworkers from thirty

Years ago get to view.

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The silence in my heart

Once I asked to breathe; I had

To smell the absence of you.

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Curtains drawn.

Silence in the night.

Neighbours with their YouTube

Low hums and some birds

Outside.

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You’re my Phantom.

Lurking in this Love.

Magnetic.

Unwavering.

Do I want a baby? Yes. But only

If the timing is right,

With You.