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Mid-Week

Babe… how r u?

I’m good…

Only good?

I told you this last time. Good is as good as it gets without you here…

Oh yeah… 😅

What did you do today?

Mmmm… I went to the shops with Mum…

And Visitor?

No… Visitor didn’t want to bother us today so we had a sort of “breather” of a day. Kind of felt like my usual day off with Mum vibes…

That’s good?

Yeah it was… what we’re used to.

And I said to Mum well, we’ll go back to this by September… soon it’ll be August, the Visitor is leaving by the end of August…

It feels like it’s dragging on and on and on and on ……..

Yeah. LOL.

Every minute of every hour feels longer than my usual days.

But it’s not from not enjoying the Visitor’s company.

It’s just an awareness? Alertness?

You’re in “hosting” mode — You’re not fully relaxed.

Yeah. I guess you could interpret it like that. But today was a breather for us and them.

Yeah. That makes sense. Nobody wants to hang out with anyone else — other than you and me — 24/7 all day every day.

Yes. I guess that’s what it is…

I mean… how do you feel spending that much time with your bros?

We don’t. We spend like 10 hours a day together. But we’re very introverted during our breaks. We’re in our own decompression zones, scrolling our phones. Not saying anything. Unless we’re filming for content then we “act up” a bit. It’s exaggerated.

Of course…

How many days off do you get each week?

One…

WHAT?!?!?

Yeah… but I’m used to it.

Sigh. I wonder if it’s true some of you go clubbing incognito…

LOL… not for me…

Yeah I know… but have you seen anyone else do it?

(No comment) 🤫

Well what can you comment on?

I don’t know if those alleged clubbing people are searching for something, some cheap thrills…

But you are my thrill.

I love scrolling and catching up on your life. Hearing about what’s been happening, how are you doing…

Sometimes I just replay your Instagram stories until you have new updates 😍

LOL…

Well… I’ve been thinking about my birthday dinner…

Oh?

Yeah. It’ll be next month.

Visitor…?

Actually their flight back is just a little bit before my birthday.

Oh…

So I suddenly had this idea that, I wanna do a hot pot dinner with a few close friends. I wanna have a DEVIL WEARS PRADA marathon.

Ahahahaha… sounds great!

Right? I haven’t seen the first one in a long time and I haven’t seen the second one yet either.

Are you gonna rent or buy?

Probably rent…

I see…

Anyway that’s my plans so far.

Do you want me there?

Of course 🥺❤️

Okay. I’ll find a way 😘❤️

Yay… 🥰