Virgo Sun Pisces Moon

Darling, did you sleep?

Yes…

Better than the day before?

Yeah…

How would you rate it out of 10?

Mmmm… a 7? 7/10

That’s brilliant!

You went from 1, 3, 6 to 7 out of 10 each night.

Yeah.

I want to tell you something in case I ever forget.

What is it babe?

He laid his little head on my forearm.

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwww… ❤️🐾

Then in the final, final moments, I placed both hands over him. I kinda did something like a Reiki healing but I wouldn’t say it’s directly from Reiki either.

I’m not a Reiki practitioner but I’ve attended workshops.

I just did some meditative breaths.

I visualised white light flowing through us. From above and below. If that makes sense?

… yeah…?

And then.

I don’t know why.

I simply stepped back. Opened my eyes.

Like I just felt it.

Oh. I am out of bounds now. In a very subtle way.

And the vet said it is done.

And the heartbeat was checked.

And it was the reality of Death.

What… did you feel…?

Acceptance.

There are still waves of crying. But in that specific moment with the white light it was acceptance.