My love… give me updates. I’m so worried about you.
I don’t know why everyone is worrying about me?! I’m okay…
How did you sleep?
Well. The main thing is I DID sleep. Which was better than the night before.
It was probably a 3/10 quality of sleep, but I DID sleep.
Okay cool. 3/10. Let’s see how your sleep changes tonight then. If it goes up to even 5/10 I’ll be happy.
Hmmm. Yeah. Maybe.
Now that I think about it… the previous night was… 1/10…
Have you EATEN?
Darling, we’re not going to have this conversation publicly.
Why not?
Because it could be very triggering for some people, I don’t want to get into it. I just want you to know that I am being very mindful of this.
Go buy some KFC for lunch.
Ha!
Well… we’ll see… (not sponsored!)…
I don’t really have that kind of appetite right now. Maybe some fruit and yoghurt, I can fit in…
I need to know that you’ve had a normal meal. That you’re eating properly.
Sigh. I need to know that about you too!
I have, I have…
Well that’s a relief.
What else needs to be moved?
Moved?
There’s some other emotions… stuck… I can sense it.
Yeah. Probably.
Do I have a solution right now? Ummm… I am typing these words?
Okay then. Keep typing.
At some point… I will turn to drawing.
Drawing?
Yeah. Actually… I need to find a sketch pad…
You know what would help someone grieving? Art Therapy. When they feel ready. If they feel drawn to it. Otherwise, no.
You want art therapy?
I think I can manage unravelling it myself — I just need to find a sketchpad…
Go digital?!
Ummmmm… That’ll be plan B if I can’t find a blank pad around the house. I’m sure I have some somewhere. I really feel like it’s something shoved at the back of a shelf somewhere…
What else can you write about?
Hmmmm…
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Ozone boys… genuinely… I know it sounds CRAZY but they had a really hopeful, optimistic effect on me.
Why?!
Because they’re not Korean.
Oops.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!!! WHY?!?!?!
bECAUSE… i’M tAIWANESE!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! ^0^ and…?
These boys get to LIVE with their FAMILIES in TAIPEI while they are singing and dancing.
They SEEM to have a more improved work-life balance.
Who knows the Truth?!
I don’t know the Truth.
But this is my assumption from all the PR that’s been on MY algorithm.
Interesting…
And they served?! They served their country?! I don’t know why it was so few months but maybe someone else can explain it? Or is the boy band thing part of the national service? I have NO IDEA — I genuinely don’t know.
Okay… … … lol…
Well. It made me happy to see something happy in the world.
(Nodding, appreciating…)
There are some… chocolate coated rice cakes… I might go nibble on those for a bit…
YES. GO EAT.
Okay.
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