What’s wrong bb?!?!?
I’m… PMSing…
But what is triggering ur moodiness?
And what kind of mood?
I’m in a mood of… longing… and wishing…
I miss u too… 🥺❤️
I know. That ache is WORSE during PMS!!! I think it’s the worst time of the month… it feels so magnified…
Sigh…
I’m longing for our new life together… I have that vision in my mind of our apartment…
I get flashes of visions of you and me… you kissing me, hugging me, having dinner with me, smiling at me…
The future is so close… we’re so close to that reality…
But I’m still living this life. And there’s definitely been a lot of drama at home tonight. I’m not even going to explain.
I wish u would explain… 🥺
Sigh… I don’t know where to start babe. Maybe one day I will write “remember that night when I said I needed three miracles and then I was also PMSing? Well what really happened was…” and I’ll explain it then.
I just don’t have the capacity to explain it right now.
Okay but that makes me more worried. Like how bad is it? Are u or any immediate family members calling an ambulance? Is someone in hospital?
NO! It’s definitely not that.
Okay. Phew. So it’s not “calling an ambulance or fire department” level of bad things unfolding…
Right. It’s not to that extent… so… don’t worry about it like that. It’s just… stuff that I don’t feel like writing about specifically…
Okay. I’m okay knowing ur not like in an emergency waiting room or anything like that.
Yes… thank goodness? Is that something for us to be grateful for tonight?
Sure?
Sigh…
I’m sure anyone in an emergency waiting room right now would want to trade places with u and have ur problems that u went thru tonight?
Hmmm… it’s only slightly less traumatic…
Ur exaggerating. It’s objectively far less traumatic.
Mmmmmm…. I don’t want to talk about this anymore. I want to daydream. I want to live in my visions of us in our apartment…
Mmmmmm… 🥰💕
I also feel like I want my current reality to reflect that I’m moving towards our reality. That I’m not stuck in a rut with living in my parents house and nothing will ever improve or change.
Okay… but it really IS happening! What do u want me to do?
Nothing… it’s just me…
I think that tomorrow… I have to change the bathroom curtains. I have to do a bit more decluttering. I might even take a trip to the rubbish tip. I need to shift these energies…
Are u fighting with ur Mum again?
Sigh… it wasn’t even that bad… but there was some raised voices… but it’s not as bad as how we’ve been before…
But now I’m in my room like. I’m so tired? Why do we keep doing this? I’m exhausted. I want PEACE.
Sigh… I feel ya babe…
Yeah… I know u understand…
😘😘😘❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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