What happened?
Huh?
YouTube AI stories said… u were on stage… a staff went up to whisper something in ur ear… and then u burst into tears?!?!?!?!?
Lol………. YouTube AI stories…
Yeah… the image looked AI….
Sigh… whatever it is, it’s not true…
Okay…
So u never got interrupted with distressing news while u were on stage?
No…?
Okay… but what about when there was some stuff going on with me? Pre-Covid?
That stuff?
Yeah…?
Sigh… I heard about it, but not when I was on stage… I got to process that in my own time…
I see…
But did u ever channel that into tears when on stage?
Hmm… around that time… probably… 😅 I don’t remember it now but it does sound like something I would do…
Yeah…
Hey! It’s 3:00 am over there, ur awake?!
Yeah… I guess the patches aren’t that strong… lol… 😏
Hmmmm…
I had a really weird dream…
Oh?
I dreamt of some other people that I don’t talk to anymore…
Good or bad people?
They are neither good nor bad…
Hmmm…?
We just don’t talk anymore, doesn’t mean they’re bad…
Uhuh… but u don’t think of them as that good?
Well… some grey areas…
Uhuh… 👀
I guess in the dream they wanted to be friends with me…
Do u wanna be friends with them?
No… I don’t think it’s necessary…
That’s good then? It was only a dream. Not like u bumped into them in real life.
Yeah… true…
What would happen in real life?
A bit awkward… 😬
Lol…
Yeah. I’m glad it was only a dream! I just feel like, I don’t know what’s going on with my brain and these patches? It reached into the back, back corners of my psyche and brought it to the surface of my dreaming? I don’t… care about these people in my daily life…
Hmmm… interesting…
They’re buried in the past.
I see 👀
Nothing romantic or anything like that, it wasn’t that type of person…
I know. I could sense it.
Mmm… just… oh, I even dreamt of high school people…
Yeap… Ur brain was digging thru the past…
Right?!?!? Nothing to do with anything going on at the moment!
Lol…
I feel like, excited that “tomorrow” is Met Gala, except it’s not. It’s like another one and half days with the time difference…
Hahahahaha… 😏
Darling. I’m envision you with no shirt on and gold chain necklaces. Bright or light pink hair. Punk look. I don’t know if it’s even on theme.
Ooohhh… 😏💕 maybe not this year, maybe next year. That look sounds very cool 😎
Or like a denim vest with diamond shaped cut outs…
What…?
I don’t know, my brain is in fashion daydreaming mode…
Awww…
I do miss… fashion design… as a hobby…
Then keep it up as a hobby?
Sigh! I don’t have fuckin time, my love! 🥺
You will, don’t worry… 😏💕
Sigh… u promise? 🥺
Yessssssssss… I’m appearing VERY SOON… and we will be engaged and married before you know it and you can stop working. You can even stop studying if you wanna drop it! U can do whatever u want, lounging around at home. Buying whatever u want, ordering whatever u want… 🥰💕
Omigosh, ur spoiling me…
No I’m not… I’m your husband, I’m taking care of you… 😘❤️
Hahaha… I don’t even know if those are the right words for it. But I’ll accept it for now…
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I miss u…
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Okay… (surrendering….)
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