I can’t calm you down…

No, you can’t… I’m still nervous…

Well, you’re just gonna have to get through it?!

Yeah… I guess I just have to… (feeling like… need to vomit… 🀒)

Babe… you’re not even gonna see my face??!?!?!

All these feelings are rushing back to me and I can’t shake it off... I’M NERVOUS AS FUCK!!!

Okay… breathe…

I think… maybe once you get through this… you’ll be less nervous to come see me in real life?

You think so?

I think so? I don’t know what it is about this, but you seem to have built it up in your head and nobody can unwind it for you…

Uhuh… 🀒🀒🀒………

Aww… I really wish I could give you a big hug right now because I don’t mean to trigger this?!?!? I feel like it’s something deeper than whatever’s going on with you and me?!?!??! Like some childhood thing?!?!?!

Yeah?! Maybe?! But I don’t have time to call up a psychologist… I just need to get through it… and ask my assistant for a vomit bucket… cos I’m gonna vomit as soon as I finish walking…. 🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒

πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜… This can’t be real?! You can’t be that nervous?!?!??!!

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Oh my goddddddd…. πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜… I’m sorry?!?!?! But I’m still gonna be there on the livestream?!?!??!?!

🀒🀒🀒 that’s fine… 🀒🀒🀒 I’m glad ur gonna be there… 🀒🀒🀒 I’m just gonna be nervous the whole time from now until it’s officially over… 🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒🀒

Oh my God… go VAPE or something?!?!??!

Really?!?!?!

I don’t know… if that’s what you need?!?! I don’t want to cause you to be vomiting!!!

πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜… sigh… okay… maybe… yeah, maybe I need a vape… maybe…

Babe… RELAX!!! PLEASE!!! FOR MY SAKE??!?!!

If you’re not relaxed then I’M WORRIED!

Well we’re in our own little conundrum aren’t we?!?!??!?!?!

🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣 ROFLMAO!!!

I’m gonna vape… Ur right… I just need a vape… times like this…

Sigh… don’t get spotted by crazy fans!!!

Nah — they won’t see me…