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MDPD

You told me, back in the day…

I did. I didn’t want to lie to you.

I was scared.

I know.

Is it under control?

Almost…

How?

I’ve seen a lot of Specialists. I can afford the best care.

Why do you say “almost”…?

Because… there’s not enough research.

…

Are you okay with it? Truly okay with it, now?

Yes.

Do you know what you’re saying?

Yes.

What changed?

There was a TV show about it… but other than that… just my own life experiences… I don’t know, I can’t really explain it. But I’m okay.

Are you sure?

Yes. Well… you must have it under some level of control, or you wouldn’t be a success.

How do you know that? Lots of famous people are hiding so many, many Demons.

(Chuckles)… yes… but… I guess it’s just an intuitive feeling. You’ve got it under control… well, like you say, almost…

But almost means I can’t guarantee 100%.

“I” can’t guarantee 100%! Do you know that I could have a mental breakdown any time, of any day as well!?!?!?!?!

(Shaking his head)… Why? What have you been diagnosed with?

Nothing…

I would like to dig…

(Sigh) Not on a public blog…

Okay. Is it anything the mutual friends will know about?

No. Because there is no diagnosis. It’s just a pre-warning, it could lead to that — but it hasn’t.

Oh?

If I don’t get enough sleep. If I’m not eating well… things spiral… so I need good sleep. Good food. (Good sex!)… LOL… Keeps me happy…

I’m going to keep you happy…

Great. Sounds good. Thanks.