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    Consequences

    What’s troubling you? You could’ve tried to stop me… when I was with the Taiwanese guy… I did. I went to Taiwan. Don’t you remember seeing me there? Was that really you? I don’t even dare write about that memory on this blog. I’m still thinking it was probably a…

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    Bestiality

    You say you want me in my natural form, but I don’t believe it. I think you’re like a curious child… you want to open that Pandora’s Box… but you have no idea what you’re asking for. I think you’re being a little dramatic. Your naked body, with natural grown…

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    Bottles

    Bottles

    (Rattling, clickity clack, tablets rattling in the bottles as I take them out and lay them out)… What?! (Smiling) You have more tablets… than me. And I have a lot. Well… this is the natural health industry. Why can’t they just put it all in one tablet? They can… it’s…

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    Breakfast

    (Just chewing, eating my food… drinking coconut water)… What? Why are you staring at me? (Smiling, still staring)… I like you. LOL…. No. I don’t like you. I love you. (Sigh)… I never told you this, but I really wanted to hear that line from someone else… before I met…

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    Imagine

    Yes, Darling? What do you really think of what I do? What do you mean? What’s your opinion? What does it remind you of? What do you think about what me and my bros do? (Smiling)… well… sometimes you guys remind me of your country’s version of The Wiggles. (Bursting…

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    Morning After

    In Australia, You can just go to the Pharmacist. Any 24-hour pharmacist. And it has to be, within 24 hours. You ask, “Can I please get… the morning after pill?” The Pharmacist looks at you… scouring for your real age… “Yes… Just need to see photo ID and Medicare card…”…

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    Comparing Faces

    Would you have still loved me, this time around, if I never changed my face? Yes. 1000%. But my face is changed. Are you attracted to the new face? Yes. They’re both very attractive faces. Because they’re both you. And I love you. You could keep changing your face, and…

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    Insecurities

    Do you have any insecurities about me? Yes. What is it? Tell me. I really do get jealous… Hmmm. Yeah. I know this… Are you still mad about that? No. I know it’s not… to that extreme… it’s not like, “abusive” jealousy. Like some men — the jealousy is toxic.…

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    One Direction

    One Direction

    Why is… “The Story of My Life” suddenly in my head…? (Smiling) (Smiling back) … Do you still feel that way, now? (Shaking head)… No. It’s not the same. I’m a lot happier. I can give myself grace. That was a boy who was aching. Now, I am a man.…

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    4:07 am

    It’s 4:07 am as I am writing this. That’s a special number to me… I don’t know, I just feel like the Universe has a personal message for me when I notice the time is 4:07 am. Almost like a rebirth. It’s a new era. A new chapter. Looking at…

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