,

Breathe.

Darling, how are you?

I’m good…

I’m surprising myself with how good I am.

You’re not sad from listening to Folkmore?

Lol…

I am really listening with a different perspective at this stage of my life. So much has happened between us since those two albums came out!

I went through a whole K-pop discovery and I’m not even in the same job that I was back then?!

And now we might have ANOTHER pandemic?!?!?!

Hahaa… unlikely tho right? 😅

Right.

But my memories of when I first discovered Folkmore compared to my life NOW…

After the Midnights.

After the TTPD.

After the Eras Tour whirlwind.

After K-pop Demon Hunters, Stray Kids, and everything else…

It’s like, hang on — I haven’t even finished listening to FOLKLORE and EVERMORE.

There’s still more to listen to with every song on those albums!

I’m just not over it at all.

And it’s not making me cry… but it is very contemplative.

Like I think about how I’ve reacted pretty badly to some acquaintances and situations and frenemies in the past.

I don’t even remember how I may have written about them here

But —

I feel like I’m over it.

It’s not about them.

None of my words are about them.

It’s about ME and my inner experiences.

Yeah…

So… Life of a Showgirl doesn’t do that for you? 😅

YOU’RE BEING PURPOSELY CHEEKY!

Of course not…

🤪🤪🤪 lolololol!!!

There is a depth to her poetry in Folkmore.

Not TTPD?

TTPD is another thing. I might revisit it in June.

But right now I’m still swirling in Folkmore.

I see…

You know, it’s on random shuffle. And when Cardigan comes on, I’m still like — I FUCKING LOVE THIS SONG!!!

It just makes my heart… feel… something. 

Awwwwwww… ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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