I have more questions.
I know you do.
Was there ever only “one” Taiwanese Guy?
LOL… You know the real answer, why are you asking me on a public blog?
Because I want to hear your explanation — on a public blog.
Okay. The explanation is. “Taiwanese Guy” is an amalgamation of them. It’s just easier to refer to them all as one monolith. A phase in my pursuit of the “traditional, expected thing to do” as a “good girl from Taiwan.” — Which my parents, didn’t even give me that pressure! I gave that pressure to myself.
Maybe I was in a cult, I don’t know. LOL….
They’re “uglier” than me… even with my old face.
You old face wasn’t even ugly. Stop using that word.
No, they’re not mainstream “pretty boys” or anything like that. They were… seemingly, dependable guys. Seemingly.
What happened? (Nothing) But then, what?
We just weren’t compatible! I got to know them, they got to know me, we realised — ugh, this isn’t working. Goodbye.
Every time?
Yes. Fuck yes. Every time. Even one time I looked up at the Sky and asked, “WHO KEEPS COCK BLOCKING ME WITH THESE TAIWANESE GUYS?!?!?!?!!?!??”
(Smirk, laughing)
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