Virgo Sun Pisces Moon

Darling, I can’t sleep.

The stranger friend dream still bothering you?

Well… I’m remembering…

What are you remembering?

They used to say, “How can you know you want to be with him? You haven’t even travelled together! You haven’t seen the real him!” — as if travel was the litmus test.

That’s true, we’ve never travelled together.

Well, by now, my love — I know me.

I am 100% certain we will not have problems when travelling.

100%!!! 😍❤️

(Giggles) 🤭💕

I know myself. I know my own temperaments.

As long as you don’t get hangry — we should be right! 👍

Lol… that too… 😅

But also — did I tell you I travelled to Mexico by myself?

Briefly… but you didn’t go into detail…

Right… well… I wasn’t there very long. I don’t have “under the Tuscan sun” level of stories to elaborate into… but… overall, in that experience, I grew.

If I had to look back on my life, I will acknowledge that was a growth chapter.

It was intentional, too.

I don’t recommend for anyone to solo travel unless they feel absolutely ready within themselves… and of course there are risks and dangers…

I’m not going to be a solo travelling influencer…

But I have my memories and I can honestly say I grew from that experience.

And — well — all those people who gave me the advice about travelling with a boyfriend have never themselves solo travelled?! Ever?!

Really?!

I’m 99% sure. Never. Not even by 2026.

Hmmmmm… 🤔… so… fuck their opinions!

Yes. They don’t matter.

They’re like flies in our memories… 🪰

Swat them away!!!

Hahahaa…

I just want them to know that I know something they’ll never know.

Solo travelling?

Yeah. Lol…

It’s not a competition babe.

It’s not.

But also — it’s not the only way to know if a boyfriend is suitable to marry!

Of course not!!! 😅 we’re like having a conversation with these 20 year old selves and their dumb conversations…

Yeah… their 20 year old ghosts live on in my memories…

You don’t really know them now… as mothers? As fathers? As coworkers? Aunties and Uncles? You don’t know that version of them?

I don’t.

And they don’t know me now either.

You came to see for yourself.

I did 😍❤️

And…?

I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU MORE 😍😍😍❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

(Giggles) 🤭💕

Sigh.

I depended on their opinions back then.

You were young too.

But if I really am neurodivergent then isn’t there a level of exploitation in those friendships too?

Sigh… do u want me to confront them about it?

No…

Are you gonna hex them? 😅

Lol no…

Why not?

Because… I know that their lives aren’t perfect either… I don’t need to hex them. They already have their own troubles that have nothing to do with me.

U don’t think… they’re living good lives?

Maybe from the outside it looks pretty good for general society standards… but on the inside… they’re fucked up in their own ways that have nothing to do with me.

I see 👀

So, no. I don’t need to hex them. They’re suffering in their own karmas anyway.

Mmmm…

I just wanna get back to focusing on us!

Of course! 😘😘😘❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

I guess I’ve had a contemplative day today.

And it’s come out thru ur dreams and now midnights wide awake thoughts racing…

Yeah 😅

Do I have a cortisol problem?

LOL… maybe we all do…

Mmmmmmm…… (cuddles) 🤗💕