Virgo Sun Pisces Moon

Babe how r u?

I’m okay… I just feel like I have a punishment in my life.

Your mother?

Yes.

I feel like, for whatever reason. I was born as her daughter. And I am bound by these shackles of obligation. And still this is my life and I have to be here.

Sigh. Other people might say, just leave? You’re an adult? You’re not a little kid. You can leave and start your own life any where. You have skills. You’re employable.

Sigh… it’s easier said than done.

You love your mother.

DO I?!?!?!!

I don’t know if it’s love. Babe.

I think it’s obligation that I never rebelled against. But perhaps all our fights and blow ups have something to do with resentment. 

Why is it bothering you… today?

I don’t know. I feel like my life is stuck here.

You’re in rehearsals, you’re preparing for an exciting event.

And I’m here… stressy and depressy…

Isn’t it a good thing to be by your mother’s side? You’re helping someone who is dependent? A little helpless? Perhaps?

It’s not a bad thing to be there for old people?

It’s very… low dopamine…

Of course.

What do u wanna do to get the dopamine higher?

I don’t know…

Play Inzoi?

No… I downloaded another game.

What game?

I forgot the name. It’s like a fantasy… Lord of the Rings, the Shire type of vibes…

Awww cute?

Yeah…

Well why don’t you play that?

I feel like… I need a nap 😴

Okay go do that 💋💋💋💋💋💋

Ugh.

What’s wrong?

Well the clinic called this morning and I took notes from that phone call and sent it to my brother as well.

Sounds good?

Yes. But nobody has told me that I’m good.

I believe you are good 😍❤️

Yeah… only you can see it. Everyone else is worrying about their own problems.

Is it raining there my love?

How can you tell?

I check on my weather app.

Yes… I better go close some windows…

Go take a nap.

Okies 😴💕