Babe my delivery arrived.
What delivery?
Remember I said I ordered new clothes for the new job if I get it?
Yeah…?
So it all arrived!
What did u get?
I got an entire outfit that I know I will wear to the job interview.
I’m saving it for that.
I even got new shoes for it.
Ur current work shoes don’t match their vibes?
Not at all.
Current work shoes are sneakers.
For the luxury retail… I got… loafers.
U can’t wear loafers at your current job?
I could too but… I generally just won’t…
Anyway I’ve never tried loafers before.
Tonight I started wearing them in my room just to soften the leather a bit. I’m gonna wear them a bit every night just in my room. Hoping and praying for that job interview.
Another friend told me to start studying their website. It’s good to be able to talk about their brand in the interview.
How would that friend know?
They worked for that brand before!!!
Oh what?! Why don’t they just recommend you?
They worked in the SYDNEY store… and ages ago… before Covid… so…
Okay then, nevermind 😅
Right?
I’m just sitting on the edge of my bed now with the new loafers on.
I’m wondering if I’ll get used to it.
Is it starting to feel tight?
Yes.
But that’s why I have to wear them in. Soften the leather… over time… then by the time I actually start the job it’ll be comfortable.
Awwww……. so good! You’re really pre-empting that you’ll get the job…
I know right?
Am I totally delulu or what?
I’ve ordered new clothes and shoes and I haven’t even got an interview yet.
Darling, I’m sure you’ll get it.
I got ghosted last time I applied!
There’s no guarantees here.
Lol… 😅
I’m genuinely surprised that these loafers fit quite well.
You know how sometimes with shoes and online ordering it can be a bit risky?
Yes love. Plus. Aren’t you flat footed?
Right?!
But turns out there’s slight cushioning built into this particular pair! It actually feels quite nice!
Oooh… okay…
I’m very pleasantly surprised with the fit.
I can’t believe I’m so dedicated now that every night I’m going to wear them in my room as a daily reminder that… I want to work in luxury.
Oooh……..
If I don’t get it this round, I’m gonna keep applying. I’m gonna try other luxury retail brands.
This is my first choice but if not this one I still want any luxury I can get.
Okay my love… praying for u…
Thanks babe.
How soon do you think you’ll know if you… didn’t… get it and get ghosted again?
I think by April…
April?
Yeah. If I haven’t heard from them by April I’ll start looking for other vacancies.
You’re not applying to any other stores in the meantime?! There’s still lots of time in March…
Ummmmm… we’re like mid-March now… I actually think… it’s okay. I can live with myself not applying to any other brands until April.
There’s still a lot going on with your mother-in-law you know.
Oh yes… that… how is that?
Sigh… we’re just taking it day by day hey…
I talked to her tonight with a bit of remorse about losing my temper.
Ahhhh… how did that go?
It was okay…
We are slightly improving in our communication and understanding… slightly…
That’s great babe. I feel proud of you 🥰💕
Really?! Why?!
Because you’re constantly trying to be a better person. That’s so much more than what many others do.
Sigh…
I feel like I beat myself up about it too tho… this might not be the healthiest way towards self-improvement.
Any intention to improve is better than none my babe.
Lol… okay anyway. I’m gonna just unwind for the night… scroll mindlessly until I fall asleep…
Catch up on Fernando’s socials…
Lol… there’s nothing to see there.
Haven’t you been filming a vlog?
Yeah. It’s very boring.
How is it boring?
I’m trying to get cancelled. I didn’t put in any effort.
I’m sure your staff wouldn’t allow it.
I’m not joking when I tell you that I’m quiet quitting babe. I really dgaf anymore!
Sigh… is anyone complaining?
No… they all seem to just go along with Fernando like he’s not cancellable……. 😒…
Lol… I just don’t want you to one day face actual cancellation and start regretting your behaviours my love.
I won’t!!!
Okay ❤️
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