Virgo Sun Pisces Moon

See bb?

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Mmmm?

That’s not his biological mother.

The biological mother rejected him.

He’s better off with a caring Aunty.

Nawwwwww…

This is making you think of your mother?

We just don’t get along babe.

If it wasn’t for obligation I don’t think we would have a relationship. 

Mmmm… I get that… honestly I feel that way about my older brother these days.

Oh yeah… you two have become estranged?

Not estranged… just politely giving each other space.

Well that’s better than me and my Mum!

If only we had more space!

Is this the time of year when you start feeling like she’s overstayed her welcome, she should go back to Taiwan and leave you alone?

YESSSSS… 😭😭😭

Lol… awww… how much longer is she staying?

I don’t know… probably another few months.

Why?

She has some medical procedures booked.

It wasn’t easier to book them to be done in Taiwan?

This is a whole other contentious conversation topic my love. Let’s not get into those details. The fact of the matter is she’s booked them now, in Australia…

I see… so… when is the last procedure?

Towards the end of April, and then she’ll need another month to fully recover. So she’ll be hanging around until at least end of May?! 🙄🙄🙄

Oh… that’s a long time my love…

IT IS…

How were your dreams last night? Why did you wake up so grumpy today?

The dreams involved… awkward people from the past…

Awkward people?

I’ll definitely tell you more about them in real life one day.

I don’t know… how to process this in my writing today…

?!?!?! 🥺 ?!?!?! I wanna know…

Hmmm… lemme see if I can get AI to help me write a poem… or a song…

Lol… 😅

But I’ll do it in the next post?

Okay 🤓

Just know that my next post, if it is AI lyrics, it has nothing to do with you my love. It doesn’t even have anything to do with my mother! It’s just awkward people from my past.

To be honest I don’t talk to them at all in real life these days.

I don’t have their Facebook, instagram, anything like that. I would love to happily live my life as if they never existed. But they crept into my dreams, which really bothers me. I do want to “wash them out” of my psyche.

Maybe even watching the Korean shamans show triggered something in me subconsciously… did they appear at that time in my life as a CURSE sent by other entities?!

Why would they be a curse?!

Because it was a very awkward series of encounters. They are very awkward acquaintances. 

Hmmmmmm… bad luck people?

The thing is… from another angle, some people might say it was character building. That these people taught me some life lessons. It wasn’t specifically bullying or anything abusive like that, my love. You don’t have to worry about me like that. But it was just… awkward… it wasn’t very comfortable for me.

I see… maybe you were lashing out at your mother because you woke up from such a subconsciously disturbing dream and you hadn’t finished processing it, you hadn’t eaten, you were hangry, and she’s just talking to you like normal asking you to help with A, B, C, D and you got overstimulated?

… 🥺… I think you know me best… I was overstimulated…

Awwwww… my sweety pie honey muffin… (hugs hugs kiss kiss)… 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Sigh…

But you seem to have time right now to debrief?

Yeah. She’s giving me space…

What is she doing?

Flower arranging.

Oh?

Yeah we had to go to Bunnings this morning.

Bunnings?

You know babe, since Fernando is supposed to be AUSTRALIAN, I’m surprised he hasn’t done a campaign with Bunnings yet!

Lol… maybe when I am semi-retired… when I come back to live with you. I’ll talk to my agent about that 🥰

Yeah… otherwise Felix and Christopher from Stray Kids might beat you to it, babe!

(Gasp!) 😱 you think so?! You think they’ll do a Bunnings ad?!

Well…?! When the rest of the band members are in the military…?! If they have more time in their calendars to do random shit?!?!?! 😅 it’s not impossible, right?!

Hahahahahahahaa… it’s okay give them the campaign then. I’m not dying to collab with Bunnings… 😅

Yeah okay…

So are you feeling better?

Sigh… I guess…

Good. I don’t want you to have to pent up any stress. And now I’m curious what song you’re going to generate with AI about the “awkward” people?

Lol… yeah… not that they deserve that much time or energy my love. I actually think it’s flattering them too much to write a song triggered by them? I don’t want to give them that satisfaction?

Ahhh… okay…

Cos seriously — they’re not important enough in my life babe. I think I just gotta shake off that dream and forget about them.

Hmmmm okay… so… no AI Lyrics then? 😅

Nah. Well… it won’t be inspired by them. I’ve literally just decided, they’re not worth it.

Not everyone deserves to be a song inspiration.

Ahhhhhh… I get what you mean my darling… 🥰💕

😘❤️