Baby…
Yes love?
U might have PTSD when ur retired…
I have it now… ðĪŠ
Really?!
Yes… that’s why I wanna come home and chill with you ðĪðâĪïļ
Mmmm…
What have u been seeing?
A child actor… American? I’m not sure… some guy… but he survived and gave an interview. He had PTSD and he left the industry and now he has settled down with wife and kids and is a documentary film maker? So more behind the scenes. Not red carpet stuff…
Oh cool…
Is that gonna be… you…?
Maybe!
What projects was he in?
Ummm… people know it… I know of it, I’m not a direct fan or audience…
Ahh okay.
Seems like the burn out is real…
What about you my love? Are you really diving back into working on a laptop? No burn out there?
Haha… that’s what I’m chewing on right now…
Maybe u just need to think about it on ur day off.
Well… I need to apply on my day off!
All of these are just thoughts in my mind…
If I apply and I get rejected, that’s fine. I’m perfectly happy where I am right now.
I see…
I just wanna plan… when I come see u…
Well keep planning as if I have my current job cos there’s no certainty about the other one when I haven’t even applied!
Okay… ðĨ°ð
I’m just thinking… will I need to make time and space for you to decompress?
We can chill together babe ðâĪïļ
Yeah I think it’s really important… for ur line of work…
I already have the PTSD. There’s no preventing the PTSD when I already have it.
How do u have post-traumatic stress when ur already IN it?!?!?!
I just do ð ð ð
Sigh… ðŦ ð
