My love… will you be okay with my deformities?
What deformities?
Well… as I get older… it’s either keep having more surgeries, or… as I age naturally the deformities will start showing…
It’s really not as bad as you think. Yes I’ll be fine.
I’m aging too. My body is never going back to the way it was in my early 20s babe.
It’s okay I love your body the way you are aging... 😍
But I will keep aging too. And the longer you are taking with your career, my body will keep aging…….
It’s okay!!!
See? It’s okay for me too. You don’t have deformities.
Oh… I wouldn’t feel this way if I didn’t have the surgeries… you can do 3D modelling now. You can ask AI to show you. I will start to look really weird as I age…
Lol… ur being dramatic!!!
I’m not. The reason why celebrities get addicted to the surgeries… if u don’t have them to keep up…
Sigh… I doubt that is true. I’m sure there’s examples of someone who at some point decided “that’s enough” and just haven’t touched it since…
❤️
You haven’t asked AI to show you yet, have you?
How about this?
Just as you don’t mind I use non-invasive measures for upkeep, I don’t mind that for you either.
You mean like facial acupuncture?
Well… acupuncture is still invasive.
Is it?!
Well… that’s the borderline…
I just mean like we can get treatments together. Non-invasive facials and things like that…
U promise u’ll never get botox?
Can I promise that? I’m not sure if I’m going to promise that.
But I think… I am reluctant to go that route…
U also don’t want me to get liposuction… I would say it’s unlikely I’ll do that… I’m not going to say never cos I don’t know?
I don’t want you to get liposuction…
I know! I know you don’t want me to do any of those things.
I’m not Fernando when I’m with you… I drop him like a sheet mask. He’s gone. He won’t exist. We could walk out on the street as just us. Nobody would notice or even question whether I am Fernando or not. It’s just… the real me is ugly.
To you?!?!!
You are not ugly! Stop using that word on yourself!!!
I have never shown you the real me.
I have seen the real you. What are you talking about?
No. You haven’t fully seen… all of me when I am completely raw and unfiltered…
Okay… whatever your worse fears, I doubt it.
My fear is… you won’t feel any attraction, you’ll say “let’s just be friends”
Clearly that won’t happen. I should be the one fearing for that the other way around!!!
That won’t happen!!!
Well there ya go?! We both feel that won’t happen.
Urgh…
What’s the real reason today?
I’ve been jabbed and poked and all that nasty stuff…
For what? How? What are you talking about?
A lot of invasive procedures happening. Those appointments won’t stop whilst I’m under contract. They want us to be flawless.
Yeah… … … but then at some point people can tell you’ve had too much work done…
I think that’s what I’m seeing in the mirror now. I don’t like it. I want to look in the mirror and feel relieved that time is passing… so then I can feel closer to seeing you soon…
Sigh.
It’s not the Fire Horse year yet… the energies will change soon. These are just residual snake year insecurities… we’ll feel a fire horse shift soon…
Maybe even by April… astrological new year… things will start revealing themselves in 2026… the momentum unravels…
Oh…. interesting……
Lol… come back to me 😘❤️
Yayyyyy… 😍🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
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