Babe… how r u this morning?
I miss youuuuuuu…
I miss you too 🥺❤️
I still feel like I’m in a kind of spiritual jail…
It’s so suffocating…
It’s not work stress. Not this minute.
Is it your mother?
Partly.
Yes.
What is suffocating?
She’s right there.
I don’t get to just wake up to my own space and nobody is there.
When I had the apartment in Brisbane, she wasn’t around. I didn’t even have doggy. It was the best?!?!?
Hahahahahaa…
Waking up to my own peaceful sanctuary.
What about your neighbours?
Occasionally there was some noise but I don’t remember it being incessant.
That’s good… don’t worry babe, you’ll get that peacefulness back soon with our apartment.
I don’t only want that. I want us.
I wanna wake up next to you. Make breakfast while you’re showering. Eat breakfast together.
Yes… I want all that too 🥺❤️
I want you to tell me what demos you’re working on. I wanna gossip with you about whatever else is on my mind.
Yes!
Make coffee together… ☕️
Mmmmm 🥰💕
Just enjoy our days as a couple.
It’s happening…
Not soon enough!!! 😭💔
I know… I am trying…
Trying what?!
Trying to get out of this contract!
Sigh…
How much longer?
2028?
I… don’t know how much longer I can stand this torture…
Then…?!
Then nothing? I don’t know. It’s just so unreasonably painful.
Are you PMSing?
Yes.
And I am highly irritated by my mother’s presence even as I’m typing this.
Sigh… where else can you go?
Just retreat to my room…
Okay then? Go there?
I haven’t had breakfast. I need to endure this until I finish eating some food.
I get what you mean.
You do?
Of course. I don’t even get any breaks from the bros either! Even our lunch breaks, I don’t get to have peace. It’s always some banter. Some camera in my face for content. I can’t truly wind down until the end of the day or just at the start of the day. Brushing my teeth and washing my face — sometimes not even that! Have to make content about that too!
Lol… yeah… it’s torturous…
It is… 🫠… I miss you so much… 😘❤️
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