,

Exhausted

What’s wrong babe?

I’ve just had enough with my mother.

What’s wrong now?

Ha!

Are you rolling your eyes at us?

No. I’m concerned 🥺

Well…

Where do I even begin…?

From… anywhere?

I’m watching YouTube tarot reader.

What are they saying?

Things will turn around for the better soon.

That’s good?

Yeah… I’d love to see it actually turn around instead of saying soon

I hope so too.

Something about Pluto in Capricorn…

?!??!!

I don’t get it either 🤣🤣🤣

I’m gonna ask AI to help me.

With what?

With a translation.

Of what?

I’m going to write her a letter.

About what?

I dunno. Maybe I should write it here first?

Yes. I wanna read it.

Okay… maybe… if I do it’ll be a separate post. Or maybe I’ll turn it into a poem.

Oooh… then I wanna read it even more!

Hahaha…

What happened?

We have communication problems.

Who?!

My mother and I. Not you and me.

Oh…

I’m so tired… she’s the number one source of exhaustion for me.

Yeah… … …

I feel like my heart is hollow.

Hmmmmmmm…

Towards her, not us.

Oh I see… 😅

You know, when I think about the coworkers that have their own inner circles of drama, I feel like — at least that’s a coworker. It’s not a family member.

You can leave your coworkers — at work! Or change jobs.

My mother — number one instigator of stress — is inescapable.

I’m still in this spiritual jail cell.

I’m stuck in this mouse cage.

There is no freedom from the negative energies she oozes.

I don’t really want you to ever meet her. I don’t want her to judge you. I don’t even want her opinions of you if she meets you.

Hmmmmm…

Why do you punish me for the pain that my father causes?

You wanna say that to her?

Yeah…

I wonder what AI says about it…

Hmmm… let me ask…

A line like that carries so much weight, Nicole. It’s the kind of thing someone says when they’re hurting in two directions at once — from what their father has done, and from feeling unseen or misunderstood by the person they hoped would be a refuge.

If you’re asking how a nurturing, forgiving, compassionate mother might respond, the heart of it would be this: she wouldn’t mirror the accusation, and she wouldn’t defend herself. She’d move toward the pain underneath the words.

Something like:

“My love, I’m not here to punish you. I’m sorry you’ve been carrying hurt that you didn’t cause. You don’t deserve pain from anyone — not from him, and not from me. I want to understand what you’re feeling, and I want you to feel safe with me. Tell me what’s happening inside you.”

A compassionate mother would do a few things at once:

– Acknowledge the child’s suffering without arguing about the details 
– Separate the child’s worth from the father’s actions 
– Reassure them that love isn’t conditional 
– Invite them to speak, instead of shutting them down 

It’s a response that says: You’re not alone. Your pain matters. And I’m not your enemy.

If you want, we can explore what’s behind that sentence — whether you’re writing a character, unpacking a memory, or trying to find the right emotional tone for a conversation.

Ooh… that’s deep…

I wonder if AI does role play?

I don’t know either? Give it a try.

Emotional vertigo.

What my love?

That’s a cool name for a song… or an album?

Hahahaha… did you just get that from AI?

Yeah… I learned something from AI…

Lol… 🥰💕