Babe… I’m anxious 🥺
About what?!
I don’t know. Life. There’s just so many triggers…
Like what?
Like the bathroom foam product I bought? It wasn’t like the Tik Tok videos. I’m feeling scammed. You can’t just spray the foam and rinse with water, you still need to scrub off with a cleaning brush and then rinse it off with water.
Uhuh…
So I can’t get that done today. Today was a “test” of the foam. If it had been as simple as spraying foam and rinsing with water then the shower would be clean today. But it’s not. And I don’t think I can get to it until Saturday.
So… leave it until Saturday babe. No stress 🤗😘❤️
Mmmmm… I definitely want to chillax…
Why can’t you scrub it today?
Because I need to charge the scrubber. And also like, I’m just not mentally prepared to scrub it today.
Is this your neurodivergent symptoms?
Yes.
I feel like I’ve hit a brick wall.
You seem just as tense as you used to be with assignments.
These are the new assignments. The housework assignments.
Well it’s not like you won’t pass!
Yeah… sigh…
Why is my baby sighing.
It’s very traumatic.
You don’t like cleaning.
I don’t…
But you don’t like mess either.
I really, really don’t!
My dislike of messiness overpowers my dislike of cleaning. But any attempt at cleaning that hasn’t been an easy and successful clean, is also stressful. And I need to recuperate.
I’m like a Victorian woman fainting over a lounge.
I just need to rest and rejuvenate.
I understand my love. Just rest. Stubborn stains are a pain.
But I also have to keep showering with it until Saturday…
I see… very stressful problems looming over your mind…
Yes!
I can’t breathe that sigh of relief until the shower is cleaned. But I also just don’t have that energy to finish it off today. It will have to wait until Saturday.
Even the glass water filter jug, I’ve also postponed until Saturday to make the switch.
It’s okay my love. We won’t even have these problems when we’re married and living together because we’ll hire cleaners.
😌 that is the most soothing thing you can say to me…
Of course my love. I’m genuinely surprised your family doesn’t pay for cleaners.
They think it’s a waste of money. They think we should just be able to clean our own house.
Lol… but it disrupts your flow. It doesn’t even give you a chance to focus on your art.
It really doesn’t… I’m in survival mode. And it’s a cleaning session pushed back to Saturday because I had the childhood friends catch up yesterday. They disrupted my routine… I’m so exhausted from socialising…
INFP problems…
Is it?!
I think so?! 😅😅😅
Sigh…
Are you still watching iShowSpeed in Kenya?
Yeah but it’s kinda chaotic… there’s too many people crowding him… it starts to get really frustrating watching this. I prefer when he’s in a space away from so many of them or if there’s a distinct barrier, and he has SPACE to do the content.
Yeah.
Plus it’s a live so it’s all happening at once. It’s not always fun watching how stressed his bodyguards and cameraman get.
Lol… 😅
When he actually has SPACE to do the content, it’s good content.
I see… 👀💕
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