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Imagination

Babe the way some of your fans speculate and imagine the way you are in “real life” — who is this person they are imagining?!?! 😅

Lol what are you reading?

Random conversations about you on the internet… but I’m just like, yeah… he wouldn’t do that… wow… that’s literally not him… he wouldn’t do that — even Fernando wouldn’t do that? Who are they stanning in their minds? Fernando is just a face to a whole other made up persona in their minds?

Lol…

They don’t know you and they don’t even grasp the character arc of Fernando?! Like have they been paying any attention at all?! Evidently not. They just look at Fernando aesthetically and project their own version of him — based on what, who knows. Their own life experiences of other people? They have a totally made up character for Fernando that doesn’t even exist in the general lore of Fernando?!

Lol… wow… I have no idea what you’re talking about but okay…

Why aren’t you sleeping?

I dunno. Just suddenly woke up.

What did you dream about?

Buying groceries. 

Oh?

And… learning Chinese?

???

I had a Chinese dictionary and there was a library and it was like a 2026 new years resolution I need to learn Chinese.

Do you… want to do that?

No. I mean. I don’t mind building on my vocab just from watching movies or whatever but I’m not going to be that disciplined with the dictionary and all that… it’s not a new year’s resolution. If it happens then it happens.

Ah… okay…

I don’t know why I dreamt it. It was so random.

Yeah… 😅

Doggy finally got groomed yesterday, did I tell you that?

No…?

Oh yeah. I was stressing about it deep down. I would’ve wanted him to be groomed last week but there were NO available time slots.

Oh…

At least I got him in before the groomers went on holidays. It’s always so hard to find a groomer at this time of year.

Really?! I didn’t know that.

Yeah the groomer even told me they’re not accepting new clients this month. It’s too busy.

Wowowow… I didn’t know this was such a booming business in Australia…

People have DOGS. And they need to be groomed. Yes I think it is a very steady business.

Lol… will you ever groom our dogs yourself at home?

Sigh. I don’t really want to…

What are we gonna do? Design the laundry room in the apartment to also fit in a dog bathing station?

We could if you want it?

Hmmm… I just don’t know if I can be bothered babe…

Okay no problem. I won’t build it then.

I don’t know if I want another dog… cats are easier…

But I want a dog 🥺❤️

Okay… …. ….

Are you going to groom them?

I can. Yes!

Then build the doggy shower bath whatever for you to use.

Okay?!

Lol… if I was a stay at home housewife…

You will be

Sigh. I don’t know if I want that?

Oh? You changed your mind?

Well I don’t mind my current job and the hours right now. I’m just finally starting to enjoy it and unravelling a good routine…

What routine?

Well just having days off when I don’t have classes anymore and doing whatever I want, getting massages, getting the dog groomed. Fitting in stuff where I need it. I’ve barely scratched the surface of a regular routine actually.

Your current hours give you work life balance.

Yes? It just doesn’t give me very good pay. Lol…

Well… you don’t need good pay because I’m your husband.

Wow… so nice… 😘❤️

Lol… 🥰💕