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Sleep 😴

Darling, did u sleep well?

Oh I had very strange dreams… I don’t even know how to begin telling u about them…

There was something with a clothing sale…

There was something with water. A river. People trying to cross the river.

There was something with the Taiwanese Aunties and Uncles and being vegetarian.

That does sound very random…

And not one distinct narrative. I don’t know how to explain it.

That’s okay. Did u get some good rest?

Did I…? I’m not sure…

I didn’t sleep much last night.

Why? What happened?

Nah I actually lurked my social media… which I don’t usually do……

And?

I feel sad… I want a break. I want to come back to see u…

What does this have to do with ur social media?

Well… I’m growing more popular…

Yeah. U are. U haven’t peaked. Ur still gaining traction.

I’m not so popular that it starts irritating people and they start trying to drag me down or cancel me…

Do u really want that? I think Pete Davidson said something about it being kinda traumatising when they do that…

I wanna be cancelled!!! 😭😭😭 I miss u…

Darling ur just saying that

There were moments last night where I didn’t keep up the mask. I was just like, “fuck it” — because I’d rather be cancelled and fly home to see u.

Darling. Ur punishment is that ur not cancellable. I don’t know why but the Universe has decided that. Or maybe ur company with the PR and everything.

Sigh…

Maybe u’ll ride this for another 2 to 3 years…

U think so?

Well… 🤷‍♀️ I don’t know either… but it seems like u guys have at least one more world tour in u…

We get a proper break before we dive back into another world tour.

Really?

YES. THAT’S WHEN I’M COMING BACK!

Ooh… yay… 🥰