I’m definitely processing some past memories tonight baby…
Which memories?
Not about us… about my career… the most disjointed path… it’s not a career path, it’s a career maze…
Lol… 😅
I can’t say… specifically… what I’m remembering…
Why not?
NDAs…
Lol… 😅😅😅 r u sure?!?!?!
Lol…… maybe…
Well can u tell me when I see u in person?
Yeah…
Lol… what else… about these memories…
Sigh… they’re the Villains…
Oh? They are the villains?
Nobody that I crossed paths with this year has been a “real Villain” — all those Villains are in the past. I am so far removed from all of them now.
Wow… okay…
It’s never been as bad as those years…
Which years?
I think between… 2018 to 2021…? Ish? I can’t remember exactly…
Or maybe early 2011, 2012, I don’t really know for sure…
Ur just fudging the dates for the fictional blog.
Yeah…..
WHAT VILLAINS?!
Mmmmm… they once seemed like aliens 👽…
The Villains were aliens?
No no… they only seemed like aliens. They weren’t actual aliens.
Right… alien villains…
SEEMINGLY alien villains…
Lol what’s the difference?!?!
Well maybe I was wrong about them. Maybe I assumed they were aliens at the time but they were simply HUMAN villains. Just the regular schmegular kind. Nothing alien about them.
Right………
I misjudged them at the time.
But in hindsight I barely even knew myself.
You and I weren’t rekindled… I was so… ?!?!! Clueless??!?!?!!
I TRIED to keep in touch with you!
Did you though…?! 2018…?! I can’t remember…
🤔…
YES. I TRIED. EVERY CHANCE I GOT. WHICH WASN’T A LOT. BUT I TRIED.
Sigh… well there were other misunderstandings…
Yes there was.
I can’t remember now… how it all unravelled…
Was it from a Tarot reader?!
I don’t think so?!!??!
Sigh…
It’s complicated.
How so?
My brain was not good 🧠
Ur brain is perfect to me!
No… it was not good back then… I think I am better these recent years…
I vaguely remember, you telling another mutual friend, that you might have Asperger’s…
Yeah I wasn’t sure at the time. I was still reading books about it. Wondering if that was what was going on…
Anything else?
Mmmm… I was high functioning, but I was burning out…
I didn’t know that… 😳…
Lol… now I remember you were stalking my instagram…
HAHAHAHAHAAHA… 🥰💕
But I never talked about the Villains. None of that was ever mentioned.
Then who did u talk to?!
Nobody?
I’ve kept these thoughts buried within… they are still villains in my memories… but… I haven’t thought of a more apt way to write about them.
Then what…?
Mmmm…. I don’t have the energy to curse or hex them…
Why not?!
They’re just not worth it babe.
Even if we were holding hands walking along the beach and we passed them I’m not going to point out to u “oh that was the villain” — I’m simply going to act like I don’t know them and they’ll very likely ignore me or genuinely have forgotten about me too.
WHAT?!? 🤯
Yeah… it’s all in the past.
Do u feel… like the trauma is healed…?
Hmmmm… I think the scab has started to harden. It’s not a bleeding wound. It’s not raw flesh. There is a hardening of the dried blood on top of the wound, does that make sense?
Urgh… that’s so gross…
Yeah… but they were monsters back then.
🥴😟😤 I’m really angry at them! Whoever they are! Whatever they did!!
Well… it’s all in the past…
Do they need to go to jail?!
Lol no. It wasn’t that severe.
R u sure…?!
YES. OMG. It’s just being dramatised in my mind as villains. They’re not criminals.
Oh…
That I know of… I mean, if they were on the news suddenly as actual criminals I’ll be like, “Huh. I always thought they were villains well there ya go now they’re actually criminals too” — just like that.
Oh I see…
Yeah…
Hug hugs?
Yes… 🤗🤗🤗😘😘😘❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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