,

Mood.

Darling how r u?!

I’m okay… I’m trying… a “happy patch”…

?!?! Should I be concerned?!

No, it’s just vitamins! It’s just called a “happy” patch…

Ummm… is it working? 😅

I’m waiting to see… lol… I think I might wear it to class tomorrow as well… even if it is simply a placebo…

Oh… ur so down about this course…

I’m okay… the worst of it is over.

Is it?!

Yeah just tying up loose ends now.

Oh? That’s good!

Yeah it’s still gonna take time but… should be right….

Yay! That’s excellent my baby!

Mmmm… I don’t wanna speak TOO SOON or jinx it… lol… maybe the Happy Patch is making me too optimistic?!

Hahahaha… sounds like a good thing tho!

Yes… sigh… we’ll see…

It’s not to the point where I need like a herbal equivalent of an SSRI…

What’s that?

Some types of… antidepressant medications…

Oh…

It’s NOT to that point. It’s really never that severe...

Oh okies…

That was at my OTHER job… lolololol… 🤣🤣🤣 in the PAST…

Yeah…

So as horrible and whinging and whiney I am about this current course, the stress is never as bad as THAT OTHER JOB.

Right…

That’s all in the past. I’m never putting myself in those situations again.

Yes.

I feel like… life is just a series of traumas that we “learn” to stay away from… people may say older people are wiser but they’ve had more time to be traumatised and stay away from the trauma?! So a young a person who seems wise, has already been traumatised?!

Lolololol…. 😅 no comment…

Just need hugs and kisses from u today!

🤗😘❤️🤗😘❤️🤗😘❤️