How many more miracles can I ask for darling?
As many as u want?!
Okay… I’m going to ask for miracles every day this week and this weekend and every day until this course is finally finished.
Got it… hope u get that…
I also need the miracle of passing and getting my certificate…
U still want it?
Sigh… not really but I might as well have it?!
Lol…
Honestly I would rather do more self-paced learning on a different platform than continue with the way this course has been structured…
Oh…
I knew it wasn’t gonna be right.
I wanted fully online when I first attempted to enrol. But the timing or maybe it was the scholarship. I don’t remember but there was a reason I had to do it on campus…
Oh?
Anyway… I think it is 2 more Tuesdays that I have to see and interact with these people… prepare for me to come home with heaps of random AI diss tracks by tomorrow evening.
Lol… what about ur “Happy Patch” — ?! How was that today?
Oh… I did observe something in myself very strange…
What was it?
Firstly, I feel like I made some small mistakes… it’s like a “can’t be bothered” mode got turned on inside me!? Secondly… in situations that used to make me MAD AS HELL 😤 — I observed the thought — I had the thought — but I didn’t experience any anger? I just thought it — and then I amused myself with the fact that, I remember I used to think that thought AND FEEL EXTREMELY ANGRY ALONG WITH IT!!!
Oh…?!
So… I don’t know what that is…
Lol… 😅
It’s only supposed to be vitamins! I still had thoughts of impending assignments but I didn’t feel that chokehold of anxiety…
Oh?
Yeah… I’m gonna try the patch tomorrow and see what happens…
It sounds like it’s a very mild form of the medications………..
(Shrugs shoulders)…?!?!?! Possibly? Mmmmm….?!?!?!?! I think I can still override it…
But what about now?
Oh I took the patch off as I drove home. I just felt this tension release — like, I don’t need the patch anymore, I’m driving home.
Oh… so the patches are too stimulating?!
No… I’m not sure about that… we’ll see what happens tomorrow… lol…
Praying for ur miracles baby 💋💋💋
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