What’s wrong bb?!??!?!
I’m very irritated and grumpy.
Why…?
Familial triggers.
Your mother.
YOUR MOTHER… in law…
Lolololol… 🤣🤣🤣
What’s happened this time?
Trivial matters.
I wanted a peaceful fucking morning to focus on the assignments and she couldn’t fucking give me that.
Oh…
IT’S ALWAYS ONE THING AFTER ANOTHER FUCKING THING AND ANOTHER AND ANOTHER AND ANOTHER.
Yes……….
I’ve got healing frequency playing why isn’t it working on her?!
R u sure she can even hear it?
Probably not. She definitely has hearing loss as well.
Mmmm…
Everything is deteriorating.
That’s life…
Yeah.
The bloom and then the decay.
Lol…
I am not in the right mindset for turning this into any kind of wholesome positive spin. In fact I think if I just detach it will be better cos I need to compartmentalise to finish the assignment.
Okay baby. U do that. I’ll wait here until u finished ur assignment. Which one is it today? Pizza or Lasagne?
Lasagne.
I’ll wait here for ur Lasagne 🥰❤️
Sigh… that decompresses me a little bit…
I’m so ready to leave her.
I wanna live in OUR APARTMENT.
Away from my mother!
Ur still processing. That’s okay my love. Yes I’m so looking forward to it too. And I’ll get breaks. Don’t u worry! I might fly to Sydney first for some decoys but I’m gonna take my breaks and be there!
Sigh…
GET ME AWAY FROM THIS WOMAN.
I’M READY TO PACK MY BAGS AND GO ANYWHERE.
Lol u really mean that?!?!
It feels like I do in this moment.
I’m so fucking mad.
Why? What happened?
She just fucking pisses me off to no end!!! 😤😤😤
What did she do?! What did she say?!
Urghhhhhhhhh!!!!!! 😣😣😣
Okay. Okay. Ummm… maybe go make ur lasagne? And eat something?! Breakfast?!
No. No breakfast.
I work better academically on an empty stomach. First thing in the morning. With a fresh mind. Usually without CLOUDED EMOTIONS. NOW COMPLETELY RUINED BY MY MOTHER THE WENCH.
Oh geez… lol… 😅
WHY DOES SHE TRY TO SABOTAGE ME LIKE THIS?!?! WHY DOES THE UNIVERSE KEEP TESTING ME?! MY WHOLE LIFE OF BEING HER DAUGHTER HAS BEEN ONE BIG FUCKING TEST. I’M ALREADY IN HELL. THIS IS ALREADY MY PAST LIFE PUNISHMENT?!?!?! FOR WHATEVER FUCKING REASON SHE HAS TO BE MY FUCKING MOTHER?!?! AND I’M FUCKING HATING HER RIGHT NOW SHE’S FUCKING PISSING ME OFF TO NO END!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sigh… well… just get it out of ur system…
Why… me?!
Even her HUSBAND doesn’t care to live with her anymore and it’s still me?! Stuck with her?!
U don’t like your mother?
No.
And u know when I realised this? There are young people with similar personality types and when I meet them and they show me they have a similar personality type I’m like — keeping my distance.
I’m still POLITE. Of course it’s not their fault they’re totally NORMAL PEOPLE. But the similarity to my mother makes me keep my distance. I don’t have time, I don’t have energy, I’m not going to try to be a closer friend because I already know it’s going to be hella triggering for me.
Wow……
Ur not like my mother, don’t worry.
I know… 😅
But the more I learn about her… my Dad… might be kinda similar to ur mother… except a Korean male version… does that make sense?
Sigh. Do u get along with him?
Nah… I also keep my distance.
But u make lots of money I’m sure he’s not bugging you…
That’s true his lecturing has subsided since my success...
Sigh.
Still not feeling well for the lasagne?
Sigh…
Okay. Breathe it out.
…
…
…
I want u here… 😭 I don’t wanna live with her. I WANT U HERE!!! 😭😭😭
🥺 Baby I want that too… it’s happening soon. I promise!
IT BETTER BE.
Lol… 😅💕
… …. sigh… ….
Flowers? 💐 I love u… 🌹🌹🌹
Mmmm… ❤️
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