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Tensions

How r u my baby?!?!?! 🥺

I’m okay…

How was class?

Lol… next topic…

No updates?

Not for the blog…

Scale of 1 to 10 and 10 is stress?

About a 4…

That’s okay… not over 5…

No… not that bad… also not zero…

R u gonna blame Mercury Retrograde?

I WOULD LOVE TO.

Lol…

What else?

Mmm… I don’t want to talk about me. How are you?

I’m so tired… and it’s just about to get busier…

Oh… no rest either?

Nope.

It’s insane.

Yeah… kinda…

I’m trying to stay positive…

How?

I don’t know how to explain it. I kind of try to anchor my energy. Trying not to let the vibes get too negative…

I don’t get it… 😅

Try to send the energy down into the Earth.

Anchored.

Grounded.

Touching grass without literally touching grass.

It’s not a light energy. It’s very heavy energy redirected to the EARTH ⬇️

Oh… interesting… does it help?

I am observing…

I am bracing myself for other last minute requests from others…

I am so ready to tie off these karmic loose ends.

What loose ends?

I don’t know why

I was drawn to enrol in this course this year.

These people are my teachers and classmates.

But I’m so ready to say goodbye and NEVER be ANYWHERE NEAR THIS INDUSTRY OR ENVIRONMENT EVER AGAIN IN MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wowowoowow… 😅

By December 31st 2025. The karma is done. The End.

Why December 31st?

Okay probably by mid-December but I just made it the last day of 2025.

By the new year — a new leaf.

Ur gonna be SO HAPPY in 2026 my love… I’ve planned SO MANY SURPRISES!!! 🥰💕

Well that’s something to look forward to…

What else do u have to do?

I’m not going to get into the specifics…

What else then? How many more weeks?

Probably… 2 or 3…

Oh?

Actually nothing is wrong babe. I’m not drowning… I’m okay…

A lot of progress was made today as well.

Uhuh…

I might feel better by the weekend…

How come?

Maybe more progress by then…

Uhuh…

Even by Thursday afternoon…

So u have more work to do tomorrow.

I feel like I need to keep doing stuff tonight…

But ur gonna burn out? 🥺

Ur right… I better just leave it for Thursday morning…

I’m still bracing myself to fail. And then just cut my losses.

LOL WHAT?!

Because…

I just have this knot in the pit of my stomach.

Thought u were staying positive… sending the energy down to the Earth…

I’m trying but I’m also aware of a knot now…

Have u eaten?!

I’m not… hungry…

😳 no… that’s never a good sign with u… u must eat!!!

Sigh…

I’ll go have some yoghurt.

YES. JUST RELAX MY LOVE!!!

Yeah I’ll try…

❤️