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Morning

My love… how r u?

I’m exhausted…

U didn’t sleep?!

I did… but… I feel really tired…

Did u dream?

Yes… very weird… very random…

Like what?

Where do I start?

A girl was supposed to give me a lift to… class? We were on the highway but it was flooded. I said it’s ok just turn the car around, don’t drive thru that water. It’s ok I can miss class for a day. It’s not worth pushing thru with ur car.

Wow… 😅 who was she?

I don’t know. Just someone random.

Then in another scene, I was getting ready to graduate… there were brochures and pamphlets for job opportunities and associations to join… but one of the associations, the logo was the same as a naturopathy one. And I was like geez they’ve now expanded to cover cybersecurity as well?! It felt like a big insurance monopoly. It felt like a corporation was behind it just maximising profit opportunities. 

Oh…

Then some past coworkers appeared and asked me if I wanted to go back to my old job… I’ve had similar dreams before… this was like a continuation of those past conversations…

And my answer was that, I don’t mind being there for a few years again but I can’t see myself there for 10, 12, 15 years?! In the dream I was even admitting to the people around me, I’ve never worked for any company for more than 10 years. I just couldn’t imagine it, even in my dreams.

Then we were at a karaoke room and we were trying to search for Stray Kids songs…

Hahahahhaha… 😅😅😅

And then… dozing in and out… my body aches, love… it’s not a good day… I still woke up with some coughing. I’m really not 100%… but I’ll try to get some work done today.

Wow… that was an adventure in ur sleep…

Yeah… I don’t even know how to explain this other part of it where there was like different dancing figures like in a game… I don’t know how to explain it. It was very weird…

Different dancing figures?

It wasn’t reality. It wasn’t like a movie scene it was more like a video game.

Oh…

Anyway. I’m dreading it but… gotta get thru another day…

Low dopamine day…

I’ll get the dopamine after I make progress with the assignment!

Oh… I see…

But working on it is very little dopamine…

Time is moving slowly for u…

Yes… ask me again how I am in December…

Lol I’m still asking u every day 😘❤️