Who?
It was in the early 2000s…
Huh?
I was driving from Brisbane to Gold Coast and I was really really upset about a guy and for the first time in my life I got pulled over by the police because of my wreckless driving. It really spooked me and I’ve been a very good driver ever since. But my memories are ingrained about the traffic offence rather than the guy.
Ummmmm… what year exactly?
I can’t remember. That’s why I don’t know if it was you.
It now feels like it could’ve been you…
And I just had a really weird dream and suddenly woke up and put two and two together and I think it might’ve been you… 😳
What were u doing in the dream?
I was in a situation with another friend. Someone I don’t talk to these days. I was very angry in the dream.
I still kind of am now that I’m awake.
Why… r u angry at this friend?
I don’t remember exactly. But I guess something in my subconscious is mad that this person didn’t know what the fuck they were talking about in terms of relationships back in the early 2000s but I suppose it messed with my head.
Any other clues for me? Anything at all?
Well if u were stalking me on Facebook back then, there would’ve been photos of us hanging out!
Anything else?
I’m still processing how angry I was at this person in the dream…
I had a makeup bag in the dream. And they made me knock it over and the makeup spilled everywhere. The table had holes in it so the makeup fell on the floor and got all dirty from the ground.
And I was upset! The bag was perched on that table. This person is the one who knocked it.
And in the dream I asked for an apology. I even surprised myself in the dream I dared to confront this situation. But in the dream the person chose not to acknowledge it or admit any wrongs and simply left the situation.
I was left to pick up all the makeup and try to wipe it clean and pack it back into the bag. I was going to the bathroom trying to find paper towels, all while still feeling SO ANGRY at this “friend”…
Then a whole mob of villagers appeared and were like, “what are u still doing here?!?! It’s past curfew!!! Nobody is supposed to be here!” And I had to explain that friend knocked my makeup bag, I’ve been trying to clean up!!!
Then the villagers said, “That’s very interesting from your perspective but is it even true? Should we try to sue the friend?!?!!” And in the dream I had no control over this they simply started the litigation papers and were going to try and sue that friend!!! 😳
Ummmmm… 😅
Then I just woke up and remembered that drive from Brisbane to Gold Coast… early 2000s…
I was very upset about a guy tho.
Before the police appeared. I REMEMBER MY HEART ACHING. “I MISS HIM SO MUCH”
But the police pulling me over, the aftermath of that. I was somehow shooketh to the point of deciding the guy wasn’t healthy for me I should just forget about him… whoever he was…
But now it’s all tied back to a memory of that friend… back then…
Yeah.
How do u feel about the friend now? Today? If u saw them all of a sudden?
Nothing. They might as well be a stranger. We haven’t talked for years.
Where is the friend now?
They live… in Melbourne…
Melbourne?
Yes. They moved from Brisbane to Melbourne…
Anything else?
I just muscle tested and it wasn’t you… 😅
Lol, not me?!
No… it was another guy… before I had met you… it may have been 2005 or 2006… slightly earlier than when we had met…
So… what does this have to do with us?
One day I’ll elaborate on more details face to face.
Ahh… yes… I wanna unravel whatever this is… 😅
I didn’t know I had that anger in me. From that dream…
Specifically this “friend” — ?
Yes. Because…
They’ve always been completely self-absorbed. They’ve never been a truly good friend.
I just sort of accepted the friendship faded anyway while they relocated… but the reality is, we had less and less in common as we grew older.
Probably the only “thing” we could discuss with friendly camaraderie was makeup.
Oh. Literally makeup? I thought it was a metaphor in your dream for “making up” from a relationship or something…
If it wasn’t you, I’m not that upset that it didn’t work out with whichever guy that was.
Yeah it was literally makeup. We used to enjoy makeup as a topic. If this person was Gen Z they probably could’ve been a beauty infleuncer but alas they are a millennial who now is probably Sephora VIP but not making any content about it.
Oh… okay… 😅😅😅
What about the suing part of the dream?
I don’t know…
Just needing a sense of justice, I suppose… nothing like that is happening in real life.
Hmmm… do u think this friend was ever jealous of u?
Maybe…
Oh…?
But I guess we’ll never know cos we’re never going to have that conversation in real life.
U will never rekindle the friendship?
It’s not that deep of a friendship if the most wholesome part of it was a love of makeup… perhaps one day we might meet again at a friend’s of friends party and we can marvel at how young we both look and swap tips about skincare. Or, I wouldn’t be surprised if they have a lot of knowledge by now about botox and all that stuff and I’ll simply listen and let them talk about it.
Lol…
One thing is for sure. I don’t want to be anything like that friend. Perhaps when we were younger I envied them. They were gorgeous. They put in a lot of time and effort into their appearance. And they got plenty of attention from it too. I felt like an ugly duckling being their friend…
Omg babe… ur not an ugly duckling.
But I felt like it…
🫠💕💕💕 can I kiss and hug u my love?
Yes…
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