Babyyyyy… how have u been this evening?
Oh… I did end up watching something with subtitles…
Lol what did u watch?
Game Caterers? With JYP?
Oh? What did you think?
It was okay… I was in the mood for something light hearted. Even Mum was like “oh why r u watching this?” And I said I’ve been staring at a computer all day I’m not in the mood for a movie or drama where I have to closely follow a storyline or anything like that.
I know I was reluctant to read subtitles but it was okay with the lightness of the topic.
Lol so ur Mum watched with u?
Yeah… just for about 10 minutes…
My company’s done that show too 👀
I know baby… but u weren’t a contestant!
Lol…. maybe next year…
Do u want to see me do it?
I don’t mind… but be careful… some of those physical games seem kinda dangerous…
Oh… lol…
Anyway…
Yes anyway…
What ru doing tomorrow?
I’m… booked for a massage… but my period is getting heavier…
Oh… today is Day 1?
Yeah… I’d count this as Day 1.
So will u still get massage?
Yes… but I’ll let them know… I just asked AI if it was okay and it said yes…
Lolololol… do we really wanna trust AI with this type of advice?
Of course I’ll let them know tomorrow in person…
Uhuh…
It should be okay… I still feel like my body needs it… it’s my turning 40 promise to myself…
Every month…
Sort of… I’m already thinking I won’t book in November, there’s too many assignments due. But by December yes I do want to again.
Oh I see…
I have to finish this course…
Ur feeling better about it?
Well…
I’m surviving…
That’s good…?
I’m trying to trust my intuition…
About what?
What to focus on each day.
How was it today?
Today I did make progress. Significant progress. It’s stuff I can feel confident about. But it’s not finished.
Okay…
Sigh…
U haven’t done anything creative yet… it’s been 24 hours my love muffin… 🥺❤️❤️❤️ I’m concerned…
Creative… hmmm… what can I do?
Write a poem? A song? A daydream?
Day dream…
My day dream is…
U will be here when the weather is not too cold, not too hot, not too rainy…. not too dry…
LOL… and when is that?!
About a week or two in between Late Summer to Autumn here…
The ASTROLOGICAL new year.
Not Chinese new year.
Not Lunar new year.
Not Western calendar new year.
Astrological New Year!
I need more specifics…
Late March.
Oh?
Yeah………. I think u’ll be here….
🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰😘😘😘😘😘❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I love that thought. But that’s still just our plans, it’s very logical. It’s not as creative… I know u have more creativity in u!
Sigh… how do I switch off the logical mode in my brain from doing assignments all day?!
My love… 🥺🥺🥺❤️❤️❤️ I miss the creative you…
I MISS HER TOO.
But do u love me any less when I’m stuck in logical mode?
No ur very sexy like a sexy nerd 🤓💕
Lol… omg… 😅
But I know you are also creative…
Well… yeah… what else can I be creative about? Sigh…
Maybe I need to scroll social media for some inspiration…
Oh… okay…
I’m not done yet. Or maybe I will have to stretch the parameters to 48 hrs… start worrying when I haven’t been creative for 48 hrs, not 24… all of a sudden 24 feels too short!
BABE. THAT MAKES ME MORE WORRIED. IF IT’S 24 HOURS IT’S 24 HOURS. IF U KEEP MAKING 48 HOURS THEN 72 HOURS THEN A WEEK, TWO WEEKS. A MONTH?!?! IT MEANS YOUR CREATIVITY IS FADING….
Yeah that’s true… sigh…
I feel like there’s been too much thinking.
I feel like if I wanna be creative I wanna shuffle some tarot cards for myself. Or make a crystal grid. Or even colour in an adult colouring book, do you get what I mean?
No more thoughts. Just art 👩🎨🎨
Yes bb… I get that… 🥹❤️
What do u wanna draw?
Hmmm… Lotus flowers… I want peacefulness, serenity…
Lemme find an image… that will count as my creativity for today okay?
Okies 🤓
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Ummm… I can’t find an image I wanna share 😅
Lol… that’s okay…
Do u like Lotus flowers?
Yes…
Okay so that’s something for me to note for our future dates! 🤓📝
Yeah… u can’t go wrong with lotuses or water lillies…
Oooh… 🤓📝 (… or water lillies…)
Mmmm…. is that enough for today?!
🥺❤️ u wanna stop?!
Well… I feel like it’s been a long rant of nothing…
It hasn’t been nothing! I just learnt u love lotuses and water lillies!
(Giggles) 🤭💕
Good night my sweetheart 🥹❤️
Good night my soul mate 😘❤️
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