My baby how r u?!?!?! What’s with this title?!?! 👀
I’m tempted to quit.
YOUR JOB?!? 😱
No. Not my job. My studies.
Why?!??!?!
Because… I wanna cut my losses.
What losses?
Sigh. If I can’t pass these subjects…
How do u know u can’t pass?
I don’t… it’s just… I’m thinking of the worst case scenarios.
Oh… I see… 👀
If I don’t feel confident by the end of Tuesday my love, I’m going to go to the admin office and un-enroll.
WHAT?!?! SERIOUSLY?!?!?
In my mind… I want to say yes. I’m serious. In reality, I don’t know… we’ll see how it unfolds…
What’s ur logic?
Because… there’s online courses, I don’t have to do this on campus. And I don’t have to do group work either.
But don’t u think if it’s so easy to do those online courses then 90% of applications to jobs in that industry will also have people who’ve done the online courses, whereas there’s less GRADUATES from the institution that ur graduating from every year because there is such a HIGH drop out rate?
THERE’S A REASON WHY IT’S A HIGH DROP OUT RATE. IT’S FUCKING STRESSFUL. AND HARD. AND ESPECIALLY TRYING TO JUGGLE THESE STUDIES WITH A REGULAR JOB!!! 😭😭😭
Awwwww… but then when u FINISH, u get to feel so PROUD that U DID IT.
Against all odds.
Against all gender stereotypes.
Against even Ageist barriers, if people want to judge you about that.
How many more weeks now?
6 weeks…
Wow! So fast!!! ONLY 6 weeks go to!!!
I’M STRESSED.
Lol… 😅😅😅
How was work today?
Work was fine… I’m okay with the requirements of this job…
I’m even feeling confident if they offer me full time in 2026 like the dream I had, I’ll take it!
Wow… so ur feeling more inclined to stay at ur job?
Nothing is reliable anymore my love. I learned from too many other job experiences. You can’t put all your eggs in one basket. Not for career opportunities. Head Office or even Global Head Office could decide to shut it all down without barely any warning.
Even stray kids have their side hustles, u know what I mean?
No… why did u suddenly bring them into this conversation?! 😅
Felix. He has like 20 brand deals just like you. That’s his side hustles. Music isn’t the ONLY thing.
Oh… I see where ur going with this… why didn’t u just mention me?! Fernando?!?!?
Lol anyway.
I still want fashion retail to be my main.
But this qualification will be the side hustle.
Yes. U’ve mentioned this. Freelancing.
Yes.
But I already have a CERT 3 for that. I don’t even need CERT 4 to find freelancing jobs in IT.
Oh…?
Yeah. So… anyway…
I’m still praying for miracles.
I’m praying for u too my love ❤️
Sigh…
I gotta eat…
Go eat!!! 🥺❤️
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