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Awake

Why am I awake babe… 😳

What time is it?!

4:35 am…

What did u dream about?

I don’t remember…

That’s rare! Don’t u usually remember ur dreams?

I was scrolling already. The dream has evaporated….

Hmm… what else is on ur mind?

There are parts of the assignment that I think I know what I have to try to do tomorrow… and I’ll allow myself some time to attempt it.

Then there are other parts that, I have to wait and see. Other variables such as the efforts of the other group members.

Uhuh…

What I want to do and what I’m obligated to do are two separate things.

What do u want to do?

I want to blog about Jisoo’s new sneaker endorsement. I want to order a pair for myself.

Aww babe! I can do that for u!!!

🥹 yes please…

What else?

Did u know, I always set an alarm when it’s a work day?

Oh?

Yes. I set an alarm for 30 minutes before I intend to actually leave the house. Because I can get lost in other tasks.

Once that alarm rings, I have 30 minutes to make sure I have contacts in, changed into my outfit, pack any snacks I intend to bring to work… and then I’m off…

Lol what happens if u don’t set an alarm?

I lose track of time. I might be late for work.

In this aspect I wonder if I have ADHD or some kind of neurodivergence…

So the whole time u’ve been masking as someone really punctual but u’ve set up alarms to ensure that…

Yes. I wasn’t as smooth with this when I was younger.

I have disappointed many friends.

I can think of two especially cringe moments. I can’t even bring myself to write about it here yet.

Lol… I have many cringe moments in my memories too…

Mmmm… 😴

Go back to sleep 💋💋💋