,

I don’t remember

What don’t u remember?

I don’t remember if I ever told u…

About what?

I think… I think I confided in the Taiwanese guy at the time…

What?!

He was readily available for me on the phone at that time. I talked to him about it…

About what?!?!?!

He… actually was an emotional support… logical and emotional and practical advice at the time. He wasn’t a bad guy. I guess he was also giving this a chance at the time. He was a genuine emotional support at the time.

WHAT HAPPENED?

Things were resolved, no drama. But I only talked to the Taiwanese guy at the time. Not even my mother. Not any other female friends. Nobody else knows. Only him. At that time of my life. I guess he was chasing me. I don’t know. And I allowed him to help.

What…?!?!?!

I didn’t tell anyone else. Not the mutual friends. Not you. Not older brother.

Why him?!

He was a genuine candidate for a future husband of mine AT THE TIME… and in that sense, he was an emotional support. But this was friendship more than anything else. It wasn’t love.

But I still have to be grateful for him for being there for me at the time when I had to deal with it and it got dealt with.

(Deep emotional depths…)

Are you jealous? Are you mad?

I’m really mad at myself…

Why?