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Which Taiwanese Guy?

Huh?

There’s more than one Taiwanese guy and you simply fictionalised them into one Taiwanese guy character for the blog but there is one specific Taiwanese guy and I wanna know which one.

It doesn’t matter now…

It does to me!

Why?!?!?!

What r u going to do?

I wanna track him down.

WHY?!?! I don’t even talk to him anymore. Even I wouldn’t be able to tell u where does this guy live in the world right now?! Who knows?!

Is he married? Does he have a partner?

Probably?!?! I don’t know because we’re not friends — anymore!

I just think back over my life and I am grateful for that — he helped me at that time of my life. Nobody else was around to help. I didn’t confide in anyone else at the time.

WHY him?!

He was a neutral friend.

Energetically neutral.

Even tho on paper sure it seems like a very good candidate for a Taiwanese match maker Aunty to say “This is a good marriage!” It wasn’t a soul mate connection, there was no passion.

He was a NEUTRAL FRIEND who helped me at the time.

Hmmm…

And I don’t need him for that now.

I am angry that you didn’t turn to me…

HOW could I?!??!?!

THAT’S WHY I’M STILL MAD AT ME!!! 😭😭😭

Okay… then… you take the time to process that…