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Depression

R u depressed my sweetheart? 🥺

Yeah…

Why?

Cos… none of this matters without u…

I’m right here!

And I wish I was there… not here…

There’s no point wishing that now. I’m checking media all the time. I just suddenly woke up and saw ur other photos.

What do u think?

Ur losing weight again?

Oh yeah… I haven’t been eating as much…

Why?!??!

I dunno 😕

Ur stressy depressy…

Yeah…

I wanna hug u and kiss u all over… 💋💋💋

I want that too 😭😭😭 I miss u…

It doesn’t look like ur having fun at these events anymore…

I can’t even fake it. I’m resting B face now… 😒…

Do u get any decent sleep?

No.

Why not?

I’m not nervous but I’m nervous

So u still wanna do a good job, that’s a good thing…

Only because I know u’ll be watching… 🥺

Yes I will……. and I might even have time to watch the livestream…

😳 ur doing that…?

I’m not sure if I got the time right but I think so? I think I have time tomorrow when it starts… I’m only planning to get laundry done tomorrow, I have nothing else on. I can watch the live…

😳 oh… now I’m more nervous…

Lol why?

I look and feel like shit……

I doubt ur look will be shitty. Come on. Ur so handsome u’ll look good in anything!!!

😭 I don’t wanna do this…

My love… ur gonna be great… 💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋

I need u here for stress release…

Yeah… ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

I can feel it…. 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥