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Gratitude

Baby, what r u grateful for?

You, my love ๐Ÿฅนโค๏ธ

I’m grateful everyday that you miss me, you love me, you haven’t given up or changed your mind about us, you’re waiting for me patiently…

Awwwwww…

I’m grateful for u too ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ’•

And… today I’m very grateful for my massage therapist!

Lol…

I feel like it was a really good decision since turning 40. It’s like a new year’s resolution. I’m getting a massage every month.

Except when I’m back.

What do u mean?

U don’t need those appointments when I’m back! I’ll be massaging you every day… ๐Ÿ˜ˆโค๏ธ๐Ÿ”ฅ

Lol… okay… I’ll postpone the appointments when you’re back… I doubt u’ll be back for that long at a time tho?!

U never know… it might happen sooner than u expect…

Hmmm… it’s hard to imagine right now…

I have some plans in place…

Like what?

It’s a secret…

Lol…

How’s ur rest of 2025?

Baby it’s been a year of praying for miracles… and I’m gonna continue to pray for miracles…

Why?

Because… I have to finish this course…

Oh… that…

Lol…

And ur not even gonna work in the industry after u finish it?

Ha… well… I will keep my eyes open for job opportunities but I’m feeling very doubtful that anything like that will align for me…

Why?

Sigh… I’m just not feeling it… intuitively?

And I think I’ve really reached my limit now. I’ve turned 40… I’m done…

Lol…

U keep saying all these things about turning 40…

I wonder if u’ll feel the same.

I know I will.

How?

Like I will definitely NOT renew my contract. I’m too old for this shit! Why renew when I can work from home and enjoy the rest of my life with you?!

Lol… sigh…

Fernando doesn’t need to be on stage to make money from music. Fernando can be in Disney movies, or whatever. Voice over work. Or any other projects. It doesn’t have to be rigorous touring and training schedules. Fernando’s been there, done that.

Ideally. What do u want?

Ideally? Something like Saja Boys for KPDH.

U still want a little bit of clout but u don’t wanna do a whole whirlwind world tour.

Yes.

Of course, KPDH is a number one movie. That’s really cool to be a part of it.

I can see myself being like Kevin Woo. Enjoying the small moments of fan interactions without any gruelling schedules at all.

Yeah he doesn’t seem to be on a hectic press tour.

THAT’S WHAT I WANT.

Of course I can still show up.

Of course Fernando can go on podcasts, have a relaxing chat, keep the fans fed. Go to comic con or whatever else.

Yeah… he’ll always have fans show up to whatever project he chooses to do…

I’m gonna be 40 by 2028.

Are you?!?!

Yes.

Is that where u draw the line?

I hope to.

Awwww my hubby bubby…… ๐Ÿฅนโค๏ธ๐Ÿ’•

Wait for me… pleeeeease wait for me…

Of course?!?!? There’s no one else my love. I do not choose to look for anyone else!

Mmmm… ๐Ÿฅนโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ

I love you and only you ๐Ÿ˜˜โค๏ธ

What about Stray Kids?! ๐Ÿ˜ค

Lol… they’re fictional characters?!?! They don’t exist!!!

Well technically they exist…

I’m never gonna cross paths with even one Stray Kid. You’re safe, darling. Don’t worry ๐Ÿ˜˜โค๏ธ

What if… Felix… was holidaying in Gold Coast? ๐Ÿ‘€

Lolololol… what do u want me to say?!?!?!

I WANT U TO SAY THAT U WON’T FLIRT WITH HIM.

Omggggggggg…. ๐Ÿซ 

Promise me…

No! I can’t promise such things!!!

OMG!!!!!!!

(Cackling!) ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’•