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Work Politics

Babe…

Yes darling?

I’m kinda surprised who are ur work friends outside of work… I don’t think u even talk to them that much at work?!

Ummm… it depends… I dunno what ur talking about…

There’s people who u seem to talk to a lot more at work who u didn’t even bother inviting to ur birthday dinner.

I don’t talk to them. They talk to me and I’m responding

So… if they didn’t initiate conversation with u, u wouldn’t have talked to them?

I don’t really give a fuck.

I don’t understand how u are gauging who u trust or don’t trust amongst ur coworkers.

It’s not like that. There is a healthy level of trust amongst everyone.

It’s just people who get really caught up in whinging and politics — I can’t fuck with them.

Who’s whinging and caught up in politics?

Nobody…

I’m just a black hole for their complaints. I’m not about to do anything.

But… they trust u?

I don’t know if they do?! I don’t know if they’re whinging to me hoping that I’ll speak up on their behalf? But I don’t fuck like that at work. I zip it. I am not here to stir any pots. And I don’t give a fuck. I just don’t fucking care enough.

Lolololol…… ๐Ÿ˜…

I really don’t babe. It’s a job.

Yeah I believe u.

I’m just surprised… like… what r ur rankings of ur coworkers?

Lol…

There’s no rankings…

There’s an incongruence.

With what?

The things they’re complaining about, I’m not experiencing. So I don’t give a fuck.

Oh? Ur not experiencing?

No, babe. I’m chill at my job. I could stay here if I didn’t have my luxury fashion dreams. I’m used to them the way it is.

But u do dream of something better…

But it’s not personal against any of them. It’s just a reality. Of career opportunities.ย 

It has nothing to do with the everyday running of the operations or whatever management styles people are experiencing. I don’t give a FUCK. I’m fuckin bloody used to it

Lol… ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜…

It’s not something to fuckin bitch and moan about. I’m not here to analyse anything for them. It’s just not my fucking problem.

So ur not experiencing… whatever they’re whinging about?

No.

Oh.

I’m good babe. I’m chill.

Oh… but sometimes u have resting bitch face.

Because I’m missing you.

My heart is aching for YOU.

What the fuck does that have to do with work politics or management styles or coworker dynamics?! They have nothing to do with it!!!

If anyone is trying to cheer me up at work — all they need to do is to get YOU on a plane to SEE ME.

There’s literally nothing else for any other coworker to bother doing.

Ohhhhh… so u don’t even give a fuck about the running of the business…

THAT’S. WHAT. I’M. SAYING!!!

I MISS YOU.

MY BRAIN IS MISSING YOU.

MY HEART IS MISSING YOU.

MY BODY IS MISSING YOU.

WHAT THE FUCK DOES ANYTHING OR ANYONE ELSE HAVE TO DO WITH ANYTHING ELSE THAT MIGHT AFFECT ME?!?! IT DOESN’T!!!

Lol… ๐Ÿ˜… omg… ๐Ÿ˜ญ I feel so guilty…

Why?

BECAUSE I CAN’T BE THERE RIGHT THIS MINUTE!!!!

Yeah… … …

None of their office politics, internal dynamics, communication styles. Any of that. None of that fuckin matters to me.

I’m your lovesick zombie… that song is so true.

I’m just at work to work. My mind, heart, body and soul is missing you. I don’t give a fuck about work a, b, c, d, e, f, g…!!!

Awww….. ๐Ÿฅบโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ

I feel like, if I get a job in luxury fashion… it’ll be a better distraction…

U won’t forget about me if u start working there?

Of course not. Ur face is one of those brands. I’ll have to walk past the store window everyday when I walk past the luxury fashion alleyway…

Mmmm…

The thing is I can’t actually tell ANY of my coworkers, “I miss my husband… he’s actually a K-pop idol…”

HAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹

That’s my buried Truth right there….

Awwww… babe… ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅนโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ