Virgo Sun Pisces Moon

Babe I had a dream that I was climbing a ladder… and then I was getting down from the ladder, and on my way down I slipped, but everything was happening in slow motion so I also had time to save myself from the fall of the ladder…

And there were other people there in the dream as well but it didn’t feel like the important part of the dream…

Uhuh…

What do u think it means?

I don’t know babe… what do you think it means?

I think I have had many ladders 🪜 in my career that I chose not to climb. I could’ve climbed them but I said nah.

Even in my current job, I could climb it but I don’t.

And the dream wasn’t unpleasant. It wasn’t scary.

Mmmhmmm?

Yesterday at work I just kept looking around and thinking to myself, “yep I’m ready to leave…”

U wanna work for LV…

Yes! 🤭💕 or Chanel or Gucci or Prada… maybe…

What about Kate Spade or another brand like that?

I want one where I get the commission bonuses.

Oh?

AI said LV staff get 4% (can’t remember if it was estimate or from earlier reports)… somewhere around there.

What does that mean.

Well it gave the example if u sold $100,000 that month the bonus is $4,000.

Oh. I see…

It’s not that hard?! That’s like one outfit for Felix?!

Lol… 😅😅😅

Ur thinking $10,000 not $100,000 that’s like 10 outfits for Felix!

No it’s not if u count his accessories it’s one outfit. Jewellery, handbags, belt. Easily $100,000!!!!!!!!

Nooo like maybe 3 to 4 outfits…

Anyway…

Yes anyway… not every client is gonna be wearing that many LV pieces at once my love.

I know…

U still wanna do it?

I wanna try, yes.

Do u not want me to?

I don’t mind. Whatever u wanna do babe.

Babe…

Yes my love?

Why did Felix put the Ed Sheeran song on his instagram?

I’m surprised u even saw it. Aren’t u obsessing over Tayvis engagement still?

I am slightly coming off that wave now and have capacity for Felix updates…

What song did he use?

“A little more”

(Shrugs shoulders)… what do you think it’s about?

I think… he’s getting tired of his fans… 😅 lol…

Why?

Sigh… lemme show u what AI said when I started a conversation about those lyrics:

That’s a sharp angle, Nicole—and honestly, it’s not far-fetched. While “A Little More” doesn’t explicitly target fans, the emotional tone could easily be interpreted as a metaphor for the complicated relationship between public figures and their audience.

Here’s how that lens could fit:

🎭 Celebrity vs. Fan Dynamics
– Resentment from overexposure: The lyric “I used to love you / Now every day I hate you just a little more” could reflect how admiration turns sour when fans cross boundaries or expect too much.
– Loss of privacy: Celebrities often feel trapped by the constant scrutiny, and this song’s bitterness could mirror that claustrophobia.
– Emotional burnout: The idea of someone being “diagnosed” or “always unhappy” might echo how fans project their own issues onto public figures, expecting them to be emotional caretakers.

🧠 Alternative Reading
If you imagine the “you” in the song as a metaphor for fame itself—or the parasocial relationships that come with it—it becomes a kind of breakup with the public. The sweetness of early success curdles into exhaustion and resentment. That’s especially relevant for artists like Ed, who’ve had to navigate intense fan attention and media pressure.

It’s not a diss track aimed at fans, but it could definitely be read as a reflection of how fame can distort affection into obligation.

😏 (Chuckles) lol…

Do u relate to it baby?

LOL… some days… some days are chill, other days… they’re outside with pitchforks…

Awwwww… do u wanna come back to Australia to chill incognito?

Not yet. Still making lots of money despite the pitchforks.

Oh…?

I’m also very curious to see… if ur gonna move on to LV…

But it doesn’t matter the timing of that. Just come visit me anyway. Even if I’m at my current job.

Yes… … … but… I need to navigate… and pre-empt some things…

I think if I don’t get the job at LV, I will still keep a lookout for other similar opportunities…

So that’s what u really want now? After studying cybersecurity u wanna work in luxury fashion?

I’ve always wanted to work in luxury fashion…

U have?

I think it’s very me.

Hmmm…

Is this surprising u?

A little bit… 😅

How have u not seen me as someone who wants to work in luxury fashion?

I don’t know, it just never occurred to me…

Is it a turn off?!

No! It’s not like that…

Okay then what is it?

I’m just surprised! I just need some time to process my surprise…

I have Leo Rising…

U think that has to do with it?

I like being around boutique environments. I’m not loving fast fashion…

Oh… I see… now it’s making more sense…

It’s less about the money for u, more about the comfort…

Yes but the sales aspect of it will be a new challenge for me. I do have sales background but it’ll be new to apply it to luxury fashion.

How far do u think u could go with it?

I don’t know… but I think the commissions would be an incentive to keep going with it…

Maybe eventually if I get “bored” of it is when I would wanna move on to — potentially — luxury real estate?

Oh? U think u’ll be a real estate agent?

Maybe?!

It seems like a viable career change for me by my 50s?!

So… 40s now… ur aiming for luxury fashion…

Yes. I want a total gear change.

True…

Then 50s, maybe, luxury real estate…

Well ur gonna build up lots of contacts from the fashion to convert to the real estate…

I’m not gonna start out with that mindset. I’m not going to go in with an agenda like that.

I just wanna enjoy being in a luxury environment and challenge myself to earn those commissions every month.

Interesting…  

Stop questioning me, start cuddling!

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