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Exploration

We still have a lot to explore.

We do…

I don’t know how to put it into words.

Try? For me?

I haven’t been in the kind of uncontrollable where it feels like u just completely unblocked all my chakras and I don’t even have awareness of the sounds coming out of me and if ur arms weren’t supporting me I would need to collapse because my entire body feels like rubber in a good way.

Rubber?!

I told u I don’t know how to describe this in words… maybe I am only imagining it turns to rubber? Like a rubbery pleasure, does that make sense?

No.

It’s like ur essence has literally been inserted throughout my whole body. Like I’ve been injected by your soul

U haven’t orgasmed.

I have… but not at that level.

No, I don’t think u’ve orgasmed.

There are different types of orgasms. I’ve never had a 12 out of 10.

12?!

What was I in ur real memories?!?!

Maybe an 8? 7.5?!

Why did that number go lower?!

I dunno this is just random numbers!!!

Has anyone ever given u a 12?

No. Never. I don’t expect anyone else to. I feel very strongly in our future it’s about to be you.

Ur waiting for me to give u a 12.

Of course ur my husband.

Okay…

Ur not mad?

No.

Why not?

I was… holding back… because… I didn’t want to hurt u…

True. There is that possibility too. U are very strong. It could go the other way and turn to bruising.

So I gotta…

Tentatively increase that intensity…

Okay.

Okay?!

Well I can’t do anything about it right now. We’ll just have to keep making love every chance we get and I’ll get it up from an 8!!!!!!!!

(Giggles) 🤭💕💕💕