,

Remembering

Loved you so much I forgot myself.

Loved you so much I info dumped

On the childhood friend that day

I said, “I just have to get it all out

And then I’ll forget about him?”

She agreed. “Okay. I’ll remember.”

“How will you remember?”

“I’m a Pisces. I remember everything.”

“Oh yeah. Water signs. U never forget anything.”

“We remember everything.

“Okay then so I just gave you all my secrets. And now I’m going to forget them.”

“Okay.”

“Remind me one day when it matters?”

“I’ll let him know if he ever asks me.”

I forgot what I said.

I remember passing it all on.

I remember walking down Bourke St,

A new little shop with vinyl records, CDs, and other knick knacks.

Blythe Dolls.

“I forgot I loved Blythe!”

“I loved him so much I forgot myself.”

I forgot my own loves? My own hobbies?

I lost myself.

Let me find her again.

Happy 40th Birthday to me.