I had a dream about Mum.
Good or bad?
It didn’t start off about her. It started off I was in Taiwan. I was just shopping. I felt so happy, it’s been years since I’ve been in Taiwan just enjoying shopping around.
Then Mum met me on the street, we linked arms. We were happily walking together. We used to do that a lot more. And then the streets turned to Australia.
I said “You still prefer living in Australia?” She said yes.
And we were happy in that moment. It was like a small moment of happiness, of what it used to feel like when we would walk together in the suburbs. An after dinner walk.
And I also knew we were in a dream. I was lucid for a moment. And I asked, “Mum, do u think when u’ve passed away ur going to visit me in my dreams like this and we’ll keep walking and talking?”
Then she started to evaporate… I followed in gaze the direction of the evaporation and it was up into the sky which had turned to night and stars…
I didn’t get any answer. My heart ached. And I woke up.
🥺🥺🥺
Babe… ur having a lot of consecutive nightmares. I’m kinda worried about ur mental health.
No… I’m fine… it’s just normal mental processing of stress…
I don’t know what to say about this topic of ur Mum…
It’s not like I’ve attempted to talk to the Aussie grandparents or even biological grandparents who’ve all passed on… but… there’s been moments of messages from them in dreams.
I’m surprised u didn’t dream about me all these years since we had to be torn apart in Melbourne. I’m surprised u didn’t feel that Twin Flame longing and dream about me and continue our conversations in our dreams.
Yeah… … … I didn’t process anything, I just blocked it in my mind to the point of self-directed amnesia…?
When did ur other grandparents step in?
Once. My mother’s father.
It was about a guy, and I don’t even remember who now. Maybe a Taiwanese guy, maybe a random guy on a dating app. I don’t remember. But I remember the dream with my grandfather and he was basically saying, “He’s not good enough, find someone else”
That’s it?
Yeah. Lol… crazy, huh?
It’s… not everyday you hear about people having those kinds of dreams…
It stopped me in my tracks with whoever that other guy was. I’m assuming nothing happened to any extent.
Mmmmm…
Are u worried about ur mother?
Both parents… if I’m turning 40 this year, they are many decades older…
I wonder what’s gonna happen when we’re in bed and ur having those intensity of dreams.
I don’t think it will… like the psychic said. I sleep so much better when ur physically next to me.
Oh yeah…
I’m feeling very energetically rattled this week.
U don’t show people do u? It’s all coming out in ur dreams…
I think I am showing a little bit… but not to the full extent… there’s no reason to?
Mmmmm…
It’s all buried until it comes out in my dreams…
But now ur even more tired. Ur not waking refreshed.
Ur right. I’m exhausted. But I gotta get to class and finish these assignments.
It seem to be… longer… this month…
It is. They’re big assignments. So big we have no choice, leaving them to the last minute is not an option. So we just have to keep working at it every week.
I think I’m starting to see why you don’t want to work in this field…
Right?!
U just wanna go to work, clock on, clock off, chill and watch ur Netflix. U don’t want to work on big projects that not only involve other humans but get drawn out over weeks and months and in the real world even involve managing client expectations and communication about budgets and project parameters and all of that.
Exactly… baby ur finally starting to get it.
What about ur Mum? She’s still alive?! U can go talk to her today?!
Yeah. I should probably talk to her and tell her about my dream… later today…
I wonder why u suddenly had that dream…
Because in the ULTIMATUM one of the guys shared about communication with his Dad and how he didn’t say I love you and the next morning his Dad passed away!!!!!!
Woahhhhh… so this is all Netflix’s fault.
Lol… yes… sigh…
Is it time to get out of bed my love?
Well. Lee Know just messaged me. So I’m assuming it’s a good morning text. I guess I better get out of bed.
LEE THE FUCK KNOW??!?! 😤 HOW MANY STRAY KIDS ARE YOU SUBSCRIBED TO?!?!?!?!?!
(Giggles) 🤭💕
Almost all of them…
ALMOST ALL OF THEM?!?!??!!
(Giggles) 🤭🤭🤭💕💕💕
I love u…
I love u too 😤❤️❤️❤️
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