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Mute 🔇

U pretended to be mute.

Did I…?

There was another time u came to see me. U tagged along with mutual friends incognito and u pretended to be a new friend for me to meet and u were mute!

Lol… 😏… that sounds like a very elaborate scheme my love…

U just wanted to sit. To observe. To listen. 

Mmmm…

U were staring at me.

😎😎😎 I was in my happy place…

I remember debriefing with another friend. “They brought someone with them. I got a really good vibe but… he was mute?!

And the friend said “Do u wanna give him a chance?” And I said, “I don’t know…” And I even asked my mother, “Mum, what if I have a boyfriend but he is mute?” And she said “It’s up to you…”

Oh what?! She didn’t care if I was mute?!

Well there was a level of compassion there. If that was your genuine handicap in life?

LOL… 😅

But u were only pretending and I took it so seriously!!!

But u didn’t keep in touch with the new mute friend…

I don’t remember what happened…

Nothing happened. U ghosted him.

Did I…?

I tried to flirt in a text and u ghosted.

I just had an intuitive feeling… it wasn’t quite right…

I dunno… I don’t remember exactly…

But I remember trying to explain to my mother in Chinese “mute” — like now I know the Chinese word of that and I was trying to ask her, “What if I marry someone and they’re perfect for me but they’re mute?

Lol… (chuckles)… 😏💕💕💕

Why did u do it?

I was experimenting…

What did u learn from it?

Hmmm… I learned… u have… psychic instincts…

Instincts?

Yeah. It was like watching someone thru an invisibility cloak, and that person almost sees me… it felt… exhilarating. It felt like, I got my confirmation.

What confirmation?

You’re my soul mate 😘❤️

But do u also see how, from my perspective, that wasn’t fair?

Yes… lol… 😅 I’m not gonna try that again…

Thanks love… appreciate it…

I love u 🥺❤️

I love u too…

U were very nice to me when I was mute.

LOL… I barely remember it.

Actually I was on vocal rest, I was just kidding about being mute but then u took it so seriously and I didn’t have the heart to reveal that it was me, Fernando, I wanted to keep it going to learn more about u from a safe space.

Ummmm…

I love u… so much… 🥺❤️

I know… I love u too… 💋💋💋