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Angry Dream 😤

Oh no… who were u angry at?

Not u babe…

I don’t know what name to give this person in the fictional blog…

Is this a guy or a girl?

A girl…

Oh?

She threw me under the bus — in the dream. Not in real life.

Oh? But does she do that in real life?

I haven’t spoken to this person for weeks in real life…

I wonder who it is…

I wanna say their name is Becky because it’s such an eyerolling, “Fuck you, Becky” 🙄

Like Becky just rolls off the tongue in situations like this, like Karen.

But in real life I do know a really nice Becky and a really nice Karen so this HAS to be about FICTIONAL Becky… and if I ever mention a fictional Karen, it’s fiction. 

Lol… okay…? 😏

So that fictional Becky in my dream just fuckin pissed me off 😤

I’m still trying to breathe properly from waking up out of it…

Did something… happen at work yesterday?

Nothing out of the ordinary.

The only instance I can think of in a similar wavelength of emotion would be a customer pissing me off.

What about it?

I don’t know they were just pissing me off. Sometimes people just piss me off and I still smile and get thru it. It’s my job. That’s customer service. 

Who pissed u off?! What happened?!

It was probably something to do with a return or exchange, I dunno.

Those interactions piss u off?

Not every time…

But a lot of the time… I don’t know… it’s a bit of a pickle…

Why would a pickle piss u off…

I don’t like it when people have a very timid energy about them when this interaction happens. It reminds me of a little rat. The energy rattles me.

I’m sensing them and I’m like, “why r u being so sus? Should we be concerned?! Did u steal these items and now ur trying to get that money?”

LOL…. wow…. 👀

99% of the time that’s not the case right?

But I sense that ENERGY….

It’s their own guilty conscience…

But what does that have to do with Becky? 👀

It doesn’t!!! 🤣🤣🤣 LOL…

It was just a weird dream…

Now I remember an earlier part of the dream.

Becky hadn’t appeared yet either…

I was trying to fill in some forms, some paperwork… nothing was going right.

I think that’s the feeling from yesterday. Outside of work. With my parents. Nothing was going right. It felt like such a struggle.

U were trying to fill out paperwork?

Just in the dream, that didn’t happen yesterday in real life at all.

Mmm…

Which bro is ur best friend right now?

The guitar 🎸 one…

I thought so…

Yeah? How did u know?

An intuitive feeling…

What else r u sensing?

I know why ur not here… at least I know the answer now… but it wasn’t all intuition u gave me signs…

I did… 👀

I don’t want u to feel sorry.

I… do tho… 😅 I’m very much feeling sorry for myself and to you…

It’s okay. Stop feeling sorry otherwise ur gonna piss me off like Becky.

Ohhhh? That’s how to use that name in a sentence? 👀

I guess now it is? 😘❤️