My love how r u?
I’m so tired…
I’m ready to go to bed… 😴
Have u had dinner? Shower?
No… I’m just lying on my bed with my phone….
Aww… how was work?
It was fine… no dramas…
That’s good?
Yeah…
What changed?
I don’t know?
Maybe it’s me? I’m just more chill now…
That’s good…
Yeah…
U haven’t published ur blog yet…
Oh yeah… maybe it will be postponed…
Til when?
I don’t know! Maybe the next semester break? Lol… I don’t have the energy for cooking blog type of hobbies…
Then when r u gonna make the Korean pancake?
Omg I don’t know babe… but the pancake mix can last a while… expiry is not until 2027?
So it’s all on hold?
Yeah… a hobby is supposed to be a filler during my “free time” and I do not have free time…
Watching Netflix?
That is decompression time… that is not free time… that is necessary relaxation until the next work or study day.
I see…
I really don’t want to continue this course but I’m going to anyway.
That’s how I feel about my contract.
That’s relatable…
After this I’m done. I wanna spend time with u and reassess my career goals.
Okay…
Believe me when I tell u — I am not enjoying any of it…
Babe I don’t want u to suffer!
It’s not suffering. It’s just nothing. I feel nothing. I’m on autopilot. Okay I’m not suffering but I’m not enjoying it either. My heart yearns to be by your side.
Awwww… I miss u too…
Every day.
Yes… ❤️
