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After Work

My love how r u?

I’m so tired…

I’m ready to go to bed… 😴

Have u had dinner? Shower?

No… I’m just lying on my bed with my phone….

Aww… how was work?

It was fine… no dramas…

That’s good?

Yeah…

What changed?

I don’t know?

Maybe it’s me? I’m just more chill now…

That’s good…

Yeah…

U haven’t published ur blog yet…

Oh yeah… maybe it will be postponed…

Til when?

I don’t know! Maybe the next semester break? Lol… I don’t have the energy for cooking blog type of hobbies…

Then when r u gonna make the Korean pancake?

Omg I don’t know babe… but the pancake mix can last a while… expiry is not until 2027?

So it’s all on hold?

Yeah… a hobby is supposed to be a filler during my “free time” and I do not have free time…

Watching Netflix?

That is decompression time… that is not free time… that is necessary relaxation until the next work or study day.

I see…

I really don’t want to continue this course but I’m going to anyway.

That’s how I feel about my contract.

That’s relatable…

After this I’m done. I wanna spend time with u and reassess my career goals.

Okay…

Believe me when I tell u — I am not enjoying any of it…

Babe I don’t want u to suffer!

It’s not suffering. It’s just nothing. I feel nothing. I’m on autopilot. Okay I’m not suffering but I’m not enjoying it either. My heart yearns to be by your side.

Awwww… I miss u too…

Every day.

Yes… ❤️