Babe… sometimes I’m haunted by stupid things I’ve said in the past…
Like what?
I don’t wanna tell the blog…
How can I help u or understand if u don’t give me more details….?
It’s to do with Buddhist things…
Buddhist things?
Yes I feel like I embarrassed myself with some Taiwanese Buddhist acquaintances. And I just randomly have nights like tonight where I’m just brushing my teeth and then suddenly, I’m cringing… Why did I say that?!
It was the dumbest thing. I could have deleted it. I could have held my tongue. I didn’t need to say those things.
Awww… well… does it even matter now?
No. It doesn’t but… it’s something I still don’t understand about myself. I haven’t confronted myself enough. I’m just cringing. But I don’t understand myself in that aspect. WHY did I do that?! WHY did I say that? I still don’t have an answer to myself about those moments…
Would u ever be in a similar situation in the future?
Probably not.
I don’t think u need to beat urself up over this my love… it sounds like it’s all in the past…
It is… but… it’s still my past… and I still don’t understand myself… whyyyyy…
Hmm… I wish I could know exactly what u said or did…
Sigh. I’ll tell u in person one day.
Okay… 💋
Virgo Sun Pisces Moon 