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Raining ๐ŸŒง

Rainy day?

Yes… but I’m still in bed… lol…

I can’t wait for our rainy days in bed…

Me too… ๐Ÿ˜

When I think about all those relationships issues on all those TV shows… I feel like — we won’t have any of that. Our main “issue” is the distance. When we get to spend time together, it’s perfect. The “bummer” is that it can’t be perfect for 365 days a year.

We get to spend like 2 weeks, 4 weeks a year? In relationship bliss? And then our hearts are torn and aching from the distance. The distance is the constant “test” in this relationship…

Hmmm… ๐Ÿค”… we are learning and growing when we’re apart. Not when we’re physically together?

I’m not sure about that. U do challenge me to grow when we’re face to face…

Actually ur more intense face to face and then I’m spending all this time when we’re apart reflecting and processing what happened…

I think that..ย  in the early 2000s… communication was harder for me… and through 2010s… I was still burying a lot of things inside… I saved it all for the music. I didn’t tell u anything face to face yet…

Mmmmm…

I’m… actually writing a lot of drafts… how I will tell u this year

Tell me what?

Everything…

Hahahah… what everything?

Everything everything…

Okay…

I feel like I’m writing a script for a Korean drama. Then I read over it and I’m not happy. It’s too long. I keep trying to shorten it but then when it’s shortened it turns into a song…

U can’t find… a normal conversation flow…?

No… not yet…

Hopefully in the moment when it’s real life, it will flow…

Hopefully…

Sigh. U don’t have to put that pressure on urself. Just bring a guitar or a ukulele and sing to me ur feelings if u don’t know how to say it…

Really?!

Yes! Why would I restrict it as like, it must be a monologue?! U can communicate to me in whatever way suits u best. U’ve been communicating to me with songs. I totally get it.

If u need to prepare a few more songs for face to face dating? That’s okay too babe… ๐Ÿฅฐ

๐Ÿฅนโค๏ธ more reasons why I love u…

(Giggles) ๐Ÿคญ๐Ÿ’•