Darling I have a dream. An aspirational goal… it’s probably not realistic but it’s the big picture that I’m striving towards…
What is it?
I want to… declutter so much in my parents house that I can pack my life up in one suitcase.
Whew… that does seem very ambitious… I mean, of course that means whenever I show up, u can move in that night! Woohoo!
Yes. I wanna pack up my life in one suitcase and never look back.
😏😏😏💕💕💕 I’m so excited to hear that 😍
Hahahhahaha… it’s a fantasy.
Why only fantasy?
Because… my wardrobe is not simply one suitcase…
But u don’t need to bring ur wardrobe. I can buy u a whole new wardrobe.
😍 Yeah that sounds pretty fuckin good.
I mean… would I be an asshole if I marry you and never talk to my family again?
Why don’t u wanna talk to them again?
Sigh… … … there is a reluctance right now…
I feel like Cinderella and you are my Prince 🤴
I’ve been working so hard… 😭
Yes u have. U deserve the world. I’m coming soon and I’m gonna marry u. If u need a break from ur family, I support u.
I’m waiting for the switch up u know.
When I marry u. And when my mother sees and understands the man that u are now.
I’m waiting for that switch up and I’m gonna be like. “FUCK U. BITCH!!!”
She’s a fucking insane batshit crazy miserable woman.
Mmmm… ur in a mood today…
I’ve been triggered…
Yes…
SHE is the CAUSE of my TRAUMA!!!
Yeah… she is… and she drove a wedge between us.
But she’s apologised for that so u can’t keep holding that chapter of the past against her.
Oh yeah. Nevermind. Actually I don’t care, I’m just trying to support u emotionally… 😅
Yes baby thank u…
My point is that. It’s an aspirational goal.
I wanna declutter to the point where I can see very clearly, “Oh yeah, if I need to pack up, it’s just these few things”
Right… that was ur original point.
Yes exactly.
See. Right now I have my makeup across like… 3 different drawers and cabinet shelves… it’s not all neat in one place. Same with skincare.
I need it all in one location and a “pack this up quickly” bag nearby. So then I can just throw it in a suitcase.
Ohhhh kayyy… so u wanna live out of ur parents house almost as if u were living out of a HOTEL.
… … yes… …
I’ve been living out of one suitcase babe 😅 for many months now!
Well it must be nice, right?!
It must be nice to be so decluttered?!
(Shaking his head) no… I wanna go home to you…
And we’ll have that in our apartment and big house.
Yes.
I wanna make our home — I wanna pick out the furniture, choose the decorations, things like that…
Ooh yes… the bulk of it has already been interior designed.
Yes and I wanna put those finishing touches with sentimental items for us.
Yes 😍
We’re building our home, our nest.
Yes we are.
Omggggg… there is a mosquito 🦟
😳 not… good?
It’s her fault…
Ur mother?
SHE FUCKING LEFT THE DOOR OPEN.
Oh… 😅😅😅
Sigh…
We can help her to feel soooo materialistically comfortable that she never bothers u again for the rest of our lives. She’ll get nurses and chefs and cleaners, she’ll never bother us ever again.
Ohhhh… music to my ears…
Do u think she’ll be lonely and reach out?
Nope. She’ll only reach out if she needs money.
Wow … this is a very drastic picture u’ve painted of ur mother suddenly…
She doesn’t get lonely when she has an unlimited credit card.
Right…… okay……….
Do u… wanna give her a limit?
No… (chuckles)… I don’t think she’ll go over my limit.
It’s true, she won’t.
Anything else?
She needs a psychologist.
Does she feel she needs a psychologist?
Nope.
Ahhh. Well… u can’t really force her… 🥴
Sigh. Why doesn’t the government MANDATE it?!
If the government is forcing all children to go to school, it should also force all parents to go to THERAPY so then THEY DON’T PASS ON GENERATIONAL TRAUMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
😅😅😅😅 (chuckles)……..
Right?!?!?!?!?
(Nodding and laughing… almost snorting! Laughter!!!!!)
What’s the point of encouraging people to have kids and keep the human race going if everyone’s just going to traumatise each other?
God we are a STUPID species.
Mmmmmmmm… 🫠🫠🫠
Okay… I think I’ve off-loaded enough for now for this evening…
That’s good dear.
Mmm… I’m gonna go scroll the internet now…
Lol… okies 😘❤️
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