I can feel ur all tense…
I’m trying to relax…
Not very successfully…
Lol… what should I do?! Get some essential oils or something?!?!?!
What was the trigger?
My mother.
What happened this time?
Nothing. Just her usual antics.
Still triggering?
Aggravating. Traumatising.
Ur exaggerating.
Am I, tho?
Lol… sigh… 😅😅😅
I need a break… from her… from work… from everything…
Ur getting that break soon right?
SHE’S ALWAYS FUCKING HERE.
That’s not true. She does go out. With her friends and she has other things to do.
Yes but right now she is HERE.
Is she hogging the new TV?
No. Not right now.
What’s doggy doing?
He’s just resting.
Have u had a nap today?
No. I haven’t stopped since I got home from Costco.
U need a nap.
It’s not the right time for a nap.
How is it not the right time?! Just go for a nap.
I don’t want to nap right now…
Do u have ur contacts in?
Yes.
Take them off, and go take a nap.
Ughhhhh…
Did u drink any energy drinks?
No. I’ve had like 2 chais today.
Hmmm…
There’s no reason for any other tension other than my mother traumatising me.
Okay my love. I’m very sorry… whatever she did…
What else can I do? Or help with? Or anything?
Sigh…
U haven’t gone live…
We’re planning it. We’re planning a good one! Really really FUNNY one. I’m drafting up the scripts.
Sigh…
You have so many brand deals u can’t even be spontaneous anymore on ur social media…
That’s not true! I will be spontaneous soon. I’ll take some plane selfies 🤳
Ha…
What else?
I don’t know…
I wanna know how else I can help…
U could… quit ur job and come back here.
REALLY?!
Hahahhahahahaa… what a fantasy…
I mean, if u really want me to, I’ll do it. I’ll let them cancel me. I don’t care!!!
But then I’m exposing u to the trauma of living with my mother.
Hahahhaa… she won’t be traumatising me!
Sigh… she might… she might be a mental illness trigger…
Lol… 😅 I don’t think it’ll be that bad…
Sigh…
What decluttering have u done yet?
None yet… I just need a bit more time… and energy… Costco was a lot today… and tomorrow’s work shift is looming over me… and these whole 10 days there is no real relaxation because I’m still watching over doggy and his recovery…
Awwww… u do so much babe…
I do………
I. NEED. A BREAK.
Ur getting one!!!
It’s not a real break.
I need u to come whisk me away. Spoil me. Sweep me off my feet. We’re in a hot tub with strawberries and chocolate and our phones on silent, nobody is allowed to contact us.
😍 Omg that sounds like Heaven. I WANT THAT TOO.
Right?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Come whisk me away!!!
I WILL!!!!!!!!!
😘😘😘❤️❤️❤️
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