Tomorrow’s my Friday.
It’s Monday?
It’s my 5th consecutive working day…
Then u get a short break?
Yes… and annual leave very soon!
Where u gonna go?
I don’t know… probably doctors and vet appointments… for Mum and doggy… maybe even for me?
I thought u wanted to visit Byron Bay and stuff like that?
I do… but that’s just “small talk” with coworkers. I’m not gonna tell them about doctors and vet appointments…
Oh…
Well… it depends… I don’t feel like sharing all that right now anyway…
What else are u planning?
De-cluttering and cleaning…
Yes… anything else?
I ordered new curtains for my bathroom. And I just need to change them.
A lot of home renovations…
Sort of… yes…
This all seems like a good idea but the reality is I might just sit in front of the new TV for 2 weeks and binge shows… numbing my brain with entertainment?
Hahahahaha…
Or the reality is I’ll do a bit of both… clean a little bit, then watch some shows… appointments in between…
And classes starting again soon?
Yes! What if I’m a mad woman that gets a head start on ALL the assignments of the new semester during my “holidays” — ?
Oh… interesting…
When I have so many ideas swirling in my head like this. What ends up happening is I then wait to feel it on the day.
Like first day of my actual holiday, no obligations, no appointments, I’ll simply breathe and try to feel — what should I do now? — what do I feel like doing?
Wow……. 🫠
What?
I… have not had a 24 hr day to ask myself what do I feel like doing… in probably more than 10 years?!
That’s not true.
You felt like coming to see me. Incognito.
Ahh. So that is what it is. Okay.
Aside from those urges to see u — I haven’t had the luxury of deciding “what do I feel like doing?” During all my contractual work schedules.
Yeah… I don’t do that at work either… I’m not feeling what I need to be doing. I am, following designations and instructions… I’m not feeling anything!
Same. I’m not feeling anything during my working hours.
But ur always working.
And I’m not feeling anything. When it’s the end of the day I feel my heart ache missing you.
Sigh… I miss u too…
If I allowed myself to feel, I’ll probably feel like quitting 🤣🤣🤣
Sigh…
What about music?
It’s become like a machine… I’m driving a car on auto. There’s no need for manually changing gears…
Hmmmm….
What about when I challenge u to write a song?
Those are very fun hobbies!
I work on them in the midnight hours when everyone else is sleeping…
Mmm…
R u feeling sleepy darling?
A little bit…
Okay go to sleep 😴
Love u 😘❤️
Love u too… 😘❤️😴
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