Virgo Sun Pisces Moon

Babe…

Mmmm…?

I once had a brief… phase… of making crystal grids…

I remember those Tik Toks. Why did u stop?

Time? Money? Resources? Mental clarity?

U wanna start again when we’re married?

(Nodding)

No problem babe! Buy whatever crystals u want, make as many grids as u want.

I just had a dream that I published a book… with photos of crystal grids that I made…

Oooh? Like a coffee table book?

It wasn’t that big in my dream it was smaller… but… it also had quotes about love…

Love quotes and crystal grids?

Something like that…

Do u wanna work on it now?

Mmm… I am only on break from my studies for a couple of weeks. I don’t think I can do this until 2026…

Okay. Start on it when we’re married. 

Before Covid… I had an idea to make crystal grids and sell it on Etsy. There’s already other artists who do.

Let me look this up…

I’ll show u…

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Stuff like this…

Yes… I remember u made Tik Toks...

Yeah when I was in that Brisbane apartment…

Before Covid and everything else…

I was also making grids trying to manifest my Soul Mate and I couldn’t understand why the guys I was interested in at the time kept not working out…

🤣🤣🤣 lolololol…

I was like, “Do these grids even work?!” I wanted to forget about it. All this crystal stuff is just a hobby. It’s pretty. It doesn’t mean anything.

U got my attention… 👀 but u didn’t know it yet… (Hysterical giggling!!!) 🥰💕🥰💕🥰💕

Yeah…

I don’t even have a nice space in my parents house right now to work on it…

I started remembering I used to have visual art diaries in high school. But my mother made me throw them out.

I wish I kept them because now I really wish I could show u. That was my Soul as a teenaged girl.

It’s okay… I want u to start again. Show me ur Soul now as a mature woman.

Then I have to go out and buy a diary and start again…

Yes…?

Maybe I can do it digitally…

Okay?

Maybe I’ll start a WordPress artist blog?

Okay?

U really wanna share ur artistic process with everyone?

I don’t think it’s a big deal, I’m not doing it for money or creative rights…

Okay?

My mother doesn’t understand any of this side of me…

No. She doesn’t.

She doesn’t encourage it. She doesn’t appreciate it.

Hmmm…

It takes time to gather crystals, hot glue, buy those box frames. And sit down and map out a grid and decide to turn it into a permanent grid that someone can hang on the wall for decoration.

I want one 🥺❤️ I want a grid that u made. Make me a mini one that I can bring on my travels.

Hmmm… I have to think about it…

Sigh. Why am I studying cybersecurity?

😅😅😅 It’s not a bad thing to learn either…

Yeah… but really I wanna make crystal grids…

Why do u think u dreamt it all of a sudden?

I don’t know?! At work yesterday my coworkers and I were joking around about witches?! Did that trigger something in my subconscious?!

Lol… 😏💕

There is a crystal wholesaler nearby I’ve been curious to visit but… I never made the time to go…

Wholesale?

Yeah u just need an ABN and there’s probably a minimum order like $100 or something like that…

And ur craft supplies?

If I start gathering these things in my parents house, Mum will start complaining again that it’s cluttered and messy.

We have the art studio in our big house waiting for u my love.

🥹❤️ u really built that for me?

Well I got the interior designer to arrange it for u. Do u want me to ask them to design more compartments for crystals and things?

Oh… that won’t be necessary. If there is some shelf space in general, I can buy my own storage containers for crystals…

Okay 😏💕

I have an aerial view phone holder for creating content if I wanted to record myself making crystal grids again…

Do it… 😘❤️

Lol… sigh… I need my yoga room back…

Yoga room?

I used to have a yoga room in my parents house… but my mother has taken over it as like a spare wardrobe…

Oh…

She said I can have it back I just need to help her move all the clothes that she’s now dumped in there…

Oh…?

I don’t know if I will start on all this today… I’ve got my own clutter in my room to sort out…

Sort it all out, my love… do u have a vision of the crystal room and crystal grids?

Hmmm… I suppose I do…

Hold that vision then. Until u move in with me. Cos ur basically just gonna transfer whatever u set up in that crystal room over to our house.

Mmm… there’s a lot of decluttering… a lot of energy to move and clear…

That’s good babe! U know I can feel it too when u do stuff like that?

U can?

Yes. We are telepathically connected.

My Soul feels it when your Soul is lighter…

Mmm… I wanna make a grid about kundalini intertwining…. like two serpents making love… a vision of that with crystals…

🥰🥰🥰💕💕💕

I once did tell a Taiwanese guy about my mother throwing out all my art diaries… and he said, “The art is within you. You can re-create it any time.”

😤 That is true but I’m still annoyed that quote came from him.

There is an image in my mind… of a sketch I once worked on… I called it “Lost Souls”… I don’t know how to describe it… they looked like ghosts… my art teacher really praised me for it. She was really moved by the sketch…

I feel like… I could paint it bigger… one day… 🎨

Do it…

My love… ur very supportive of my visual art endeavours?

Of course!!! Ur making me fall in love with u again just in this conversation!!!

Lol… sigh…

Why doesn’t ur mother support the arts?

She does. She likes going to art galleries. She just thinks I was never that good of an artist. It wasn’t worth pursuing professionally.

Sigh… ur making it harder for me to respect her when u talk about her in these contexts…

She’s a BITCH! When it comes to these things…

She might have undiagnosed ADHD or some form of neurodivergence… I dunno… she definitely got her dopamine from putting me down about my artistic “hobbies” —

I don’t like that. It’s making me more angry…

I don’t want u to resent her. That’s between me and her. For whatever reason she’s been the Villain when it comes to my artistic path…

She never supported it.

Art takes practice too...

It does… time, mental energy, resources — artist materials.

I will support u 100%

Mmm… 🥰🥰🥰 That’s nice to hear baby…

Marry me and create ur art. That’s the next chapter in ur life.

(Giggles) 🤭💕

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